Making sure i am doing the rite thing now...
is just very important..
i dun wan to regret...
i wan to make sure all tht i am doing now...
is alr the RITE thing..
maybe this is like a task ....
a challenge to me..
to make me work harder...
everything happen with a reason...
i feel partly is becoz of my mistake also...
being doubtful...
not really sure of making the rite decisions...
furthermore...
decisions made hav to be no regrets....
but at least i do the mistake...
i now know tht i can do no more the same mistakes...
hopefully wat i going through now...
is not tht hard...
i just hav to accept wat i had done n do the best i can...
to a particular person who had this same prob as me..
i am really srry i brought u to this MESS...
i felt srry as u shud deserve better "treatment"...
but i appreciate a lot...
tht i am not alone going through this....
haha, i like wat also wan...
@.@
dun wan ppl to be in this mess but at the same time appreciate also...
haha.... XD
k la... guess i hav to add oil ady..
as my mum say...
there is nth much better i can do...
the best thing is...
just do my best....
thx mum...
thx for listening...
haha...
coz i just need someone to listen sometime...
u might not und most of my U life...
but at least i let u be part of it..
sharing with u..
makes me feel better to cope with my probs...
really appreciate it mum... luv u always =)
Sayonara
(Diana) <3
Monday, June 30, 2008
End of a nice weekend
today went for lunch in Goldhill at kepong...
is for the birthday celebration for my grandma...
the food there not even one is nice... =.="
somemore not cheap, cost rm600 plus for it...
anyways, get to gather with cousins ....
so still ok la....
didnt get to study much .... haihz..
all the notes i bring home only touch OB n CB a bit...
haihz...
tmr onwards hav to concentrate in preparing ady...
no more playing ...
i do not wan to repeat the same mistakes again...
studies often are priority to most of the students...
as in when it comes to having marks for it...
studies really is a stepping stone for ur future...
just slightly better makes u stand a better chance, a better offer...
study smart but not study harder...
Find a way to enhance ur study ways,
this is some info on how to study smarter tht i found on internet...
i found quite useful n true coz i also do most of it when i study =)
by Gene Grzywacz
Effective study habits are essential for achieving and maintaining a high GPA. More importantly, effective study habits help you to store information in long-term memory, allowing you to use the learned information in a novel setting. Applying the following rules for studying will aid you in earning excellent marks in school.
DO:
1. Keep the area around your desk neat and tidy. If possible, the area should also be quiet. If you are having trouble finding a quiet place to study, try the local library or park. The library is a perfect place to have peace and quiet. The park may not be as quiet, but the fresh air can make studying less nerve-racking. If these options are unavailable, then try listening to some music while studying.
2. Have a scheduled study time for each school day. Remember that one classroom hour should be reinforced by two hours of studying at home.
3. Sit down for 45 minute intervals, followed by 15 minute breaks. Having an easily attainable goal, like sitting for set duration of time, is effective for increasing motivation.
4. Reward yourself if and only if you have met your goal for that study session. For example, if you plan to study one chapter and succeed, then you may reward yourself by doing something pleasurable. Examples of positive reinforcement are: food, exercise, videogames, etc.
5. Make correspondences between your class notes and your textbook. This will help you to fill in any background information not covered in class.
6. Prepare questions about the chapter that will be discussed in the following class. This will help you identify areas that you don't understand.
7. Put any new words or concepts to use. The more you use the learned information, the more likely you will be to remember it. This is especially true for language classes.
8. Finally, review what you have studied just before you go to bed. You will find that you will remember the words very strongly the next morning.
DON'T:
1. Procrastinate. Cramming is not beneficial for producing long term memory.
2. Highlight. Highlighting is a form of procrastination, because you are saving note taking for later. This means you must use the book twice instead of once. Instead, make careful notes to compliment your classroom notes, along with page numbers so that you can refer back to the book if necessary.
3. Study on the computer. You are bound to be tempted to check your email or surf the net.
4. Leave your cell phone on during study time. No matter who is calling or texting you, usually it can wait 45 minutes. Having your cell phone on during study time can be a major distraction and is not conducive to learning.
5. Study just after you have eaten. Studies have shown that thinking is slower after having a meal.
6. Space out. When you feel your mind begin to wander, remind yourself to concentrate. If you are reading, using your finger is a good way to keep your mind on track. The movement of your finger on the page forces you to pay attention to what you are doing.
Hope the tips above can u all in ur studies =)
(Diana) <3
is for the birthday celebration for my grandma...
the food there not even one is nice... =.="
somemore not cheap, cost rm600 plus for it...
anyways, get to gather with cousins ....
so still ok la....
didnt get to study much .... haihz..
all the notes i bring home only touch OB n CB a bit...
haihz...
tmr onwards hav to concentrate in preparing ady...
no more playing ...
i do not wan to repeat the same mistakes again...
studies often are priority to most of the students...
as in when it comes to having marks for it...
studies really is a stepping stone for ur future...
just slightly better makes u stand a better chance, a better offer...
study smart but not study harder...
Find a way to enhance ur study ways,
this is some info on how to study smarter tht i found on internet...
i found quite useful n true coz i also do most of it when i study =)
by Gene Grzywacz
Effective study habits are essential for achieving and maintaining a high GPA. More importantly, effective study habits help you to store information in long-term memory, allowing you to use the learned information in a novel setting. Applying the following rules for studying will aid you in earning excellent marks in school.
DO:
1. Keep the area around your desk neat and tidy. If possible, the area should also be quiet. If you are having trouble finding a quiet place to study, try the local library or park. The library is a perfect place to have peace and quiet. The park may not be as quiet, but the fresh air can make studying less nerve-racking. If these options are unavailable, then try listening to some music while studying.
2. Have a scheduled study time for each school day. Remember that one classroom hour should be reinforced by two hours of studying at home.
3. Sit down for 45 minute intervals, followed by 15 minute breaks. Having an easily attainable goal, like sitting for set duration of time, is effective for increasing motivation.
4. Reward yourself if and only if you have met your goal for that study session. For example, if you plan to study one chapter and succeed, then you may reward yourself by doing something pleasurable. Examples of positive reinforcement are: food, exercise, videogames, etc.
5. Make correspondences between your class notes and your textbook. This will help you to fill in any background information not covered in class.
6. Prepare questions about the chapter that will be discussed in the following class. This will help you identify areas that you don't understand.
7. Put any new words or concepts to use. The more you use the learned information, the more likely you will be to remember it. This is especially true for language classes.
8. Finally, review what you have studied just before you go to bed. You will find that you will remember the words very strongly the next morning.
DON'T:
1. Procrastinate. Cramming is not beneficial for producing long term memory.
2. Highlight. Highlighting is a form of procrastination, because you are saving note taking for later. This means you must use the book twice instead of once. Instead, make careful notes to compliment your classroom notes, along with page numbers so that you can refer back to the book if necessary.
3. Study on the computer. You are bound to be tempted to check your email or surf the net.
4. Leave your cell phone on during study time. No matter who is calling or texting you, usually it can wait 45 minutes. Having your cell phone on during study time can be a major distraction and is not conducive to learning.
5. Study just after you have eaten. Studies have shown that thinking is slower after having a meal.
6. Space out. When you feel your mind begin to wander, remind yourself to concentrate. If you are reading, using your finger is a good way to keep your mind on track. The movement of your finger on the page forces you to pay attention to what you are doing.
Hope the tips above can u all in ur studies =)
(Diana) <3
Saturday, June 28, 2008
1U shopping
Matthew Fenton
Matthew Fenton as Jake in Run Fat Boy RunSo Cute!!
After today's small fight with my dad..
just only after 30min for the fight we had...
just only after 30min for the fight we had...
basically is no fight at all...
is just my dad is the one talking...
i just listen without answering....
i just listen without answering....
my dad actually called me n ask me to go for lunch...
when i went downstairs...
still not in the mood yet...
he started to like crack jokes with MILOS..
saying he wan to buy 5 packets...
maybe u think it isnt funny...
but to me.. 5 packets is like too many for us as i wont be at home much...
n left them both...
@.@
@.@
but becoz of his effort...
i also cant keep my anger towards him....
i also cant keep my anger towards him....
after all he is just being a gud daddy with HIS WAYS....
which i do not agree all the time...
this just ends the war..
after the war,
i went to 1U shopping..
haha, bought shoes again..
i think i am like a shoes collector
so many shoes la..
cant even wear so many at a time..
cant even wear so many at a time..
but just keep increasing to my rack...
lucky my mum did not know i bought shoes again...
if not ....
she will be nagging n mumbling me again...
i also bought a book called "Dreams from My Father"
it is a story featuring BARACK OBAMA
a story of Race and Inheritance....
shud be an interesting story...
shud be an interesting story...
looking forward to read it...
went for movie with my housemate Peiling...
1st time ever watching with her... acoording to her
watch this movie called "Run Fat Boy Run"
didnt plan to wath this movie...
but Wanted n Get Smart... all left front seat , 1st row somemore...
so tht wan forget bout it...
so tht wan forget bout it...
this show came out to be quite funny n very meaningful...
i luv movies tht is meaningful...
the kid in this movie is just so cute... luv him <3
Thts all ba... Run Fat boy Run... >> Not bad =)
(Diana) <3
WHAT ALSO HAVE TO LISTEN TO U!!!!
SINCE WHEN I DO NOT LISTEN TO U?
U TELL ME SINCE WHEN?
EVERYTIME ALSO LIKE THIS, EACH N EVERYTIME
FORVER ALSO LIKE THT...
I ALWAYS DO STUFF... ALWAYS I NEED TO GV U A REASON...
BUT MY SIS , MY BRO IS ALWAYS RITE!!
WTH!!
THE HP THING, U DUN LET ME BUY, I LISTENED TO U
WAT ALSO I GV UP, JUST LISTEN TO U...
WHICH TIME U DUN LIKE THT?
WHICH TIME???
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!!
WTH U WAN FRM ME
I JUST WAN TO PAMPERED MYSELF, U GV ALL THOSE BULL CRAP
ECONOMY NOT GUD LA, THE NEWSPAPER WATEVER LA...
COME ON LA...
PLS LA
YES, U R MY DAD...
WATEVER U SAY, I HAV TO LISTEN...
BUT CERTAIN THINGS...
PLS LA... CAN U PLS LET ME DECIDE.
TODAY WAN TO GO OUT..
U JUST SAY U WILL SEND ME...
WHEN WAN GO OUT..
U SAY Y U WAN TO DO THIS..
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF U DUN AGREE IN THE 1ST PLACE, Y SAYING U WILL SEND ME THERE
N ENDED UP ASK ME TO LISTEN TO U!!
UR THINKING IS ALWAYS RITE, MINE I JUST CANT CONTROL IZIT?
WAT U THINK, I ALWAYS DO THIS?
I REALLY WAN TO SOME THINGS THT WILL MAKE MYSELF HAPPY,
IS THT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
Y CANT U JUST UNDERSTAND?
HOW COME MUM DUN ASK ME SUCH A QUESTION?
YEA, U R THE BREAD WINNER IN THIS FAMILY...
OF COURSE U KNOW WAT IS GOING ON IN THE MARKET...
BUT COME ON...
HOW MUCH I SPEND FOR THIS ONE TIME?
Y U HAV TO JUST BLOCK ME EVERYTIME?
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y ???
I HATED WHEN U DO THIS, I HATED IT...
THE 1ST TIME I CAN UNDERSTAND, 2ND TIME I MIGHT STILL CAN UNDERSTAND...
BUT WHEN IT COME TO MY LIMIT....
MY UNDERSTANDING WILL JUST TURN TO RAGE....
CAN U PLS GV ME SOME SPACE FOR MY OWN, CANT U JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!???
SOMETIMES IS NOT BOUT THE MONEY, IS JUST STH THT WE DO JUST BECOZ WE R HAPPY DOING IT!!!!!!!!!!!
ALWAYS ALSO MAKE ME FRUST FRUST FRUST!!!
I HATED IT HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY LA
(Diana) T.T
U TELL ME SINCE WHEN?
EVERYTIME ALSO LIKE THIS, EACH N EVERYTIME
FORVER ALSO LIKE THT...
I ALWAYS DO STUFF... ALWAYS I NEED TO GV U A REASON...
BUT MY SIS , MY BRO IS ALWAYS RITE!!
WTH!!
THE HP THING, U DUN LET ME BUY, I LISTENED TO U
WAT ALSO I GV UP, JUST LISTEN TO U...
WHICH TIME U DUN LIKE THT?
WHICH TIME???
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!!
WTH U WAN FRM ME
I JUST WAN TO PAMPERED MYSELF, U GV ALL THOSE BULL CRAP
ECONOMY NOT GUD LA, THE NEWSPAPER WATEVER LA...
COME ON LA...
PLS LA
YES, U R MY DAD...
WATEVER U SAY, I HAV TO LISTEN...
BUT CERTAIN THINGS...
PLS LA... CAN U PLS LET ME DECIDE.
TODAY WAN TO GO OUT..
U JUST SAY U WILL SEND ME...
WHEN WAN GO OUT..
U SAY Y U WAN TO DO THIS..
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF U DUN AGREE IN THE 1ST PLACE, Y SAYING U WILL SEND ME THERE
N ENDED UP ASK ME TO LISTEN TO U!!
UR THINKING IS ALWAYS RITE, MINE I JUST CANT CONTROL IZIT?
WAT U THINK, I ALWAYS DO THIS?
I REALLY WAN TO SOME THINGS THT WILL MAKE MYSELF HAPPY,
IS THT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
Y CANT U JUST UNDERSTAND?
HOW COME MUM DUN ASK ME SUCH A QUESTION?
YEA, U R THE BREAD WINNER IN THIS FAMILY...
OF COURSE U KNOW WAT IS GOING ON IN THE MARKET...
BUT COME ON...
HOW MUCH I SPEND FOR THIS ONE TIME?
Y U HAV TO JUST BLOCK ME EVERYTIME?
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y ???
I HATED WHEN U DO THIS, I HATED IT...
THE 1ST TIME I CAN UNDERSTAND, 2ND TIME I MIGHT STILL CAN UNDERSTAND...
BUT WHEN IT COME TO MY LIMIT....
MY UNDERSTANDING WILL JUST TURN TO RAGE....
CAN U PLS GV ME SOME SPACE FOR MY OWN, CANT U JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!???
SOMETIMES IS NOT BOUT THE MONEY, IS JUST STH THT WE DO JUST BECOZ WE R HAPPY DOING IT!!!!!!!!!!!
ALWAYS ALSO MAKE ME FRUST FRUST FRUST!!!
I HATED IT HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY LA
(Diana) T.T
Friday, June 27, 2008
Straigthen My Hair @.@
early in the morning....
11sth consider not early rite...
haha.. but to me is alr way eearlier than the usual time i wake up...
ahahha... yea i know.. pig me... =P
anyways...
quickly went downstairs to bug my mum whether is she following me to the saloon...
as the saloon we initially decide at Bangsar hav services like threading, hairstyling, mani, pedi, facial, and waxing... haha
a saloon which hav stuff tht gurls need .... like a package lo
ok, dun care bout tht saloon...
we ende up going to Mont Kiara instead coz there of course cheaper ma...
just hearing Bangsar name also know it is costly $$
1st time for me to be there...
but actually didnt turned up to be tht "cheap"
bout the same like Bangsar .... @.@
but thankfully the service there plus the hairstylish i was recommended to...
turned up not bad at all...
i n mum even eat Mc'donalds wile doing our hairs...
they order the delivery for us as we haven had our lunch...
sitting 4 hours there .... seems so long rite...
but i brought my OB notes there, so i get to read up a bit...
the topic 4 is really tough la..
motivation!!
i mean motivation is topic 4.. hehe
k la.. i know i just blah blah blah only... haha
no photos la... haihz.. coz my lousy hp with lousy camera...
so srry.....
u all hav to wait till monday to see my hair...
honestly i feel is better thn the previous la...
just tht it make my face so much bigger, hate tht part...
haihz....
besides tht, i think is still ok...
but my mum make it worst by saying it does not look nice at all... T.T sobsssssssss
wat to do... alr done la... reverse back meh!!
my money fly ady la...
i start to crap ady... k ...enough ady...
Nites everyone =)
(Diana) <3
11sth consider not early rite...
haha.. but to me is alr way eearlier than the usual time i wake up...
ahahha... yea i know.. pig me... =P
anyways...
quickly went downstairs to bug my mum whether is she following me to the saloon...
as the saloon we initially decide at Bangsar hav services like threading, hairstyling, mani, pedi, facial, and waxing... haha
a saloon which hav stuff tht gurls need .... like a package lo
ok, dun care bout tht saloon...
we ende up going to Mont Kiara instead coz there of course cheaper ma...
just hearing Bangsar name also know it is costly $$
1st time for me to be there...
but actually didnt turned up to be tht "cheap"
bout the same like Bangsar .... @.@
but thankfully the service there plus the hairstylish i was recommended to...
turned up not bad at all...
i n mum even eat Mc'donalds wile doing our hairs...
they order the delivery for us as we haven had our lunch...
sitting 4 hours there .... seems so long rite...
but i brought my OB notes there, so i get to read up a bit...
the topic 4 is really tough la..
motivation!!
i mean motivation is topic 4.. hehe
k la.. i know i just blah blah blah only... haha
no photos la... haihz.. coz my lousy hp with lousy camera...
so srry.....
u all hav to wait till monday to see my hair...
honestly i feel is better thn the previous la...
just tht it make my face so much bigger, hate tht part...
haihz....
besides tht, i think is still ok...
but my mum make it worst by saying it does not look nice at all... T.T sobsssssssss
wat to do... alr done la... reverse back meh!!
my money fly ady la...
i start to crap ady... k ...enough ady...
Nites everyone =)
(Diana) <3
Comfy home is Just Irreplaceable
Back to home....
really glad to be home every weekend...
Sg Long is really a dead place....
everywhere is the same, all food eat until sien!!
there can really say not much life....
just pratically going for clsses, meeting ur classmates, hang outs with frens for yum cha session, maybe watch some movies....
hmmm, tht's bout it....
nth much...
although back at home..
i am just being at home..
i still feel so much better than staying in sg long...
there is like waiting to eat, sleep n just go for clsses.....
boring boring boring...
Today just reached home, straight went yum cha with my parents...
haha, maybe some of u will feel weird yum chaing with parents...
but to me..
is just a routine tht my parents will do when i am back home...
just wan to hav small chats...
a bit of updates to them wat is happened when i am away...
some ppl find it hard to hav this kind of conversation...
but when u take the first step...
the second, third, fourth...
just appears to be easy...
the best part is...
ur parents will be waiting for u to come home...
msg/call u...
just wan to know how long will u be reaching home....
just so sweet of them...
but maybe they are just bored u know...
coz my bro n elder sis are in sg...
so when i am home..
they like hav more programs going on ...
haha, just luv it!!
hmm, bac home is nice...
but just thinking of nx week schedule...
really freaks me out....
gv u a little peak wat i will be having nx wk...
Mon to Friday as usual hav clsses...
starting frm Monday, will be in a new environment(new house) , actually is just moving to opposite... but still need time to get used to it....
Friday- Organisational Behaviour Exam & Consumer Behaviour Exam
Sat - Managing Information System Exam
following monday - advertising and promotion exam
Just hav so much to do, n currently i hav like 7 assignments, only done 2 of it.... left 5
SO MUCH to do.... haihz haihz haihz...
but this weekend i wont be free.....
tmr need to do my hair, sat need to go shop some stuff for my new room....
sun hav celebration dinner for my grandma....
just pack of programs @.@
i think the notes i brought home... might just be left aside..... poor notes... hav to carry u bac to sg long somemore... tht time is poor me... haihz..
k la.. stop crapping ady...
nites everyone..
(Diana) <3
really glad to be home every weekend...
Sg Long is really a dead place....
everywhere is the same, all food eat until sien!!
there can really say not much life....
just pratically going for clsses, meeting ur classmates, hang outs with frens for yum cha session, maybe watch some movies....
hmmm, tht's bout it....
nth much...
although back at home..
i am just being at home..
i still feel so much better than staying in sg long...
there is like waiting to eat, sleep n just go for clsses.....
boring boring boring...
Today just reached home, straight went yum cha with my parents...
haha, maybe some of u will feel weird yum chaing with parents...
but to me..
is just a routine tht my parents will do when i am back home...
just wan to hav small chats...
a bit of updates to them wat is happened when i am away...
some ppl find it hard to hav this kind of conversation...
but when u take the first step...
the second, third, fourth...
just appears to be easy...
the best part is...
ur parents will be waiting for u to come home...
msg/call u...
just wan to know how long will u be reaching home....
just so sweet of them...
but maybe they are just bored u know...
coz my bro n elder sis are in sg...
so when i am home..
they like hav more programs going on ...
haha, just luv it!!
hmm, bac home is nice...
but just thinking of nx week schedule...
really freaks me out....
gv u a little peak wat i will be having nx wk...
Mon to Friday as usual hav clsses...
starting frm Monday, will be in a new environment(new house) , actually is just moving to opposite... but still need time to get used to it....
Friday- Organisational Behaviour Exam & Consumer Behaviour Exam
Sat - Managing Information System Exam
following monday - advertising and promotion exam
Just hav so much to do, n currently i hav like 7 assignments, only done 2 of it.... left 5
SO MUCH to do.... haihz haihz haihz...
but this weekend i wont be free.....
tmr need to do my hair, sat need to go shop some stuff for my new room....
sun hav celebration dinner for my grandma....
just pack of programs @.@
i think the notes i brought home... might just be left aside..... poor notes... hav to carry u bac to sg long somemore... tht time is poor me... haihz..
k la.. stop crapping ady...
nites everyone..
(Diana) <3
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Pics during Father's day
This is my dad n bro ^^ Look alike rite... like father like son
Haha, my mum so cute, pose with a yeah!! haha
My dad holding the camera this time, but only half of his face showed... haha
me n my mum, we dun look alike rite... my sis is the missing out for this dinner, she is in sg....too bad...Tht's all... hehe
(Diana)<3
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Appreciate it
A lot of things needed to be appreciated....
coz not every things will always be just there for u only...
when one person reach he or her's limit...
till tht time, ur appreciate to them is no longer worth anymore....
A lot of times i told myself...
U r a very very very lucky person, i hav to appreciate everything around me...
As all this, not everyone will hav as i do...
Maybe most of them do not even hav a chance like this,
Just saying a family...
I really glad i hav my parents and even blessed with siblings...
Without a family...
i just could not imagine whether is it possible i can survive...
Some ppl really could not bother to appreciate ppl around them...
they just feel tht the ppl around them are just meant to be around them...
not even knowing tht they can just leave them one day...
This kind of ppl are just too lucky...
They might be those who are born with a silver spoon...
wat also are provided to them..
anything tht they wan, always gets it....
they became so selfless, not appreciative at all...
haihz... this kind of ppl are just so annoying and so self centered..
But i do und tht they do not born out to be like tht,
Just tht their family background, lifestyle... lead them to become one....
Just this year May, my grandma passed away...
I nvr been through this kind of ceremony before..
everything is like a blur..
i dun even know wat will happen nx..
wat shud i do ...
even my parents are not around to assist us..
but i am lucky tht my sis n bro came back frm sg...
at least i am not alone...
everything is like fast forward...
we all panicked when the taoist say bringing my grandma home...
tht time my grandma still in hospital...
we just lost direction... everyone rushes everything...
none of us get to see my grandma for the last time but just her younger brother beside her....
i heard my aunties said tht my grandma reluctant to leave..........
when there is so many of us by her side...
once we all are not around...
tht is the time when she finally let go her last breath.................
A person can be alive today, but u nvr know wat will happen tmr....
Appreciate everyone while we can....
especially to those we loved...
nvr ever make them unhappy but try to make their each day worthwhile with happiness..
u might not give them riches but u can at least gv them joy...
this is the least u can do....
as u do this...
there wont be regretness even the loved ones leave u....
for u know u alr did ur very best for them when they are with u....
Ah ma, dun wrry k, i will take care of my mum... rest in peace....
(Diana) <3
coz not every things will always be just there for u only...
when one person reach he or her's limit...
till tht time, ur appreciate to them is no longer worth anymore....
A lot of times i told myself...
U r a very very very lucky person, i hav to appreciate everything around me...
As all this, not everyone will hav as i do...
Maybe most of them do not even hav a chance like this,
Just saying a family...
I really glad i hav my parents and even blessed with siblings...
Without a family...
i just could not imagine whether is it possible i can survive...
Some ppl really could not bother to appreciate ppl around them...
they just feel tht the ppl around them are just meant to be around them...
not even knowing tht they can just leave them one day...
This kind of ppl are just too lucky...
They might be those who are born with a silver spoon...
wat also are provided to them..
anything tht they wan, always gets it....
they became so selfless, not appreciative at all...
haihz... this kind of ppl are just so annoying and so self centered..
But i do und tht they do not born out to be like tht,
Just tht their family background, lifestyle... lead them to become one....
Just this year May, my grandma passed away...
I nvr been through this kind of ceremony before..
everything is like a blur..
i dun even know wat will happen nx..
wat shud i do ...
even my parents are not around to assist us..
but i am lucky tht my sis n bro came back frm sg...
at least i am not alone...
everything is like fast forward...
we all panicked when the taoist say bringing my grandma home...
tht time my grandma still in hospital...
we just lost direction... everyone rushes everything...
none of us get to see my grandma for the last time but just her younger brother beside her....
i heard my aunties said tht my grandma reluctant to leave..........
when there is so many of us by her side...
once we all are not around...
tht is the time when she finally let go her last breath.................
A person can be alive today, but u nvr know wat will happen tmr....
Appreciate everyone while we can....
especially to those we loved...
nvr ever make them unhappy but try to make their each day worthwhile with happiness..
u might not give them riches but u can at least gv them joy...
this is the least u can do....
as u do this...
there wont be regretness even the loved ones leave u....
for u know u alr did ur very best for them when they are with u....
Ah ma, dun wrry k, i will take care of my mum... rest in peace....
(Diana) <3
Sunday, June 22, 2008
A MEMORABLE DAY
Just woke up .... Just recalling bac wat happen yest nite...
I am just full of happiness and joy.....
MY SIS get ENGAGED alr!!!!
AND all this process is just done privately between the 2 families.....
I guess i am the only one are left out not being told bout this....
They say... i will spilled it out.... SO SAD...
but all in all..
i am so touched tht my sis is being loved so much....
The decorations on the house... is just so beautiful...
all the suprises along the way....
just so unbelievable....
When my her bf got down on his knees....
To ask her to marry her in front of all of us....
My hand was shaking so badly tht i almost dropped the camera...
There is really too much suprises... all filled with love
Firstly, the decorations in the house is really beautiful
simple n yet so lovely.....
thn came the food which are prepared by my sis bf....
how thoughtful....
thn another suprise...
a 99 bouquet of roses to my sis!!!
thn he gave a speech of love to my sis....
The speech is really filled with love...
Just by the speech..
i knew my sis is in good hands...
my sis will be taken care of...
I still rmb one verse of it...
He said : I cannot promise you a mansion, but i can promise u a warm n cozy life....
I cannot promise giving you moons or stars, but i can promise u tht i will be standing
under right beside you.
The part when you left the house to work, eventhough it is only few hours apart from
each other, i still looking forward in the times when u arrived home n there is when i
know u r the one for me.....
Will u marry me?
There goes his speech where i rmbed this much... The ring is so so so nice!!!
half carat!!! omg.. just so .....
after this...more surprises coming the way...
there is black forest cake where the icing was written by my sis bf cousin, written a big love with my sis n her bf's name...
so sweet...
During the dinner, all of us.. between the both families...
we all had our little speech towards this lovely couple....
even the kids participated...
The speech given by everyone of them are just simple words...
but n yet it meant so much... tht it really come true frm their heart
the kids even played us violin.....
n make cards for the both of them....
they are just so sweet....
In the dinner, there are also tears of joy....
3 of them cried... but miraculously i am not one of them...
My eyes was filled with tears...
But this is a happy day...
I hold myself from crying....
i really congratulate them n wish them forever and ever be happy....
There is some things tht i missed out in my speech yest ....
I wanted to say is...
I really didn expect this to arrive this early.....
but i know wat had my sis bf said,
he will try his very best to fullfilled my sis wish....
Thanks to Jy- who help me much not only academically but also in personal probs...
i really appreciate it very much... sometimes i just need someone to talk to....
and u as a guy, can really patiently sit down n listen to my probs... it is a
credit for u.... just being such a guy, i believe my sis chooses the right guy and
of course you had chooses the right girl... so work hard k.... i will be looking
forward to the wedding....
Thanks to Sis- I always admired u, maybe the way u are... ur personality.... i always wanted to
hav the courage to fight for wat i wan, but so far.... i did not succeed in the
attempts tht i made... Thanks for being a gud sis, whenever i need u to hear out
my probs, u r most of the time bz, but to me.. no matter how.... u r still flawless
always does the rite thing at the rite time... even thought i shud be independant
now, but i still constantly need ur guidance.... jie, u really grown up n mature a lot.
always u came back frm sg, is like u change to be a better person, maybe always
just a little changes.... but u change for a better u.... i am really happy for u...
Love u always...
(Diana) <3
I am just full of happiness and joy.....
MY SIS get ENGAGED alr!!!!
AND all this process is just done privately between the 2 families.....
I guess i am the only one are left out not being told bout this....
They say... i will spilled it out.... SO SAD...
but all in all..
i am so touched tht my sis is being loved so much....
The decorations on the house... is just so beautiful...
all the suprises along the way....
just so unbelievable....
When my her bf got down on his knees....
To ask her to marry her in front of all of us....
My hand was shaking so badly tht i almost dropped the camera...
There is really too much suprises... all filled with love
Firstly, the decorations in the house is really beautiful
simple n yet so lovely.....
thn came the food which are prepared by my sis bf....
how thoughtful....
thn another suprise...
a 99 bouquet of roses to my sis!!!
thn he gave a speech of love to my sis....
The speech is really filled with love...
Just by the speech..
i knew my sis is in good hands...
my sis will be taken care of...
I still rmb one verse of it...
He said : I cannot promise you a mansion, but i can promise u a warm n cozy life....
I cannot promise giving you moons or stars, but i can promise u tht i will be standing
under right beside you.
The part when you left the house to work, eventhough it is only few hours apart from
each other, i still looking forward in the times when u arrived home n there is when i
know u r the one for me.....
Will u marry me?
There goes his speech where i rmbed this much... The ring is so so so nice!!!
half carat!!! omg.. just so .....
after this...more surprises coming the way...
there is black forest cake where the icing was written by my sis bf cousin, written a big love with my sis n her bf's name...
so sweet...
During the dinner, all of us.. between the both families...
we all had our little speech towards this lovely couple....
even the kids participated...
The speech given by everyone of them are just simple words...
but n yet it meant so much... tht it really come true frm their heart
the kids even played us violin.....
n make cards for the both of them....
they are just so sweet....
In the dinner, there are also tears of joy....
3 of them cried... but miraculously i am not one of them...
My eyes was filled with tears...
But this is a happy day...
I hold myself from crying....
i really congratulate them n wish them forever and ever be happy....
There is some things tht i missed out in my speech yest ....
I wanted to say is...
I really didn expect this to arrive this early.....
but i know wat had my sis bf said,
he will try his very best to fullfilled my sis wish....
Thanks to Jy- who help me much not only academically but also in personal probs...
i really appreciate it very much... sometimes i just need someone to talk to....
and u as a guy, can really patiently sit down n listen to my probs... it is a
credit for u.... just being such a guy, i believe my sis chooses the right guy and
of course you had chooses the right girl... so work hard k.... i will be looking
forward to the wedding....
Thanks to Sis- I always admired u, maybe the way u are... ur personality.... i always wanted to
hav the courage to fight for wat i wan, but so far.... i did not succeed in the
attempts tht i made... Thanks for being a gud sis, whenever i need u to hear out
my probs, u r most of the time bz, but to me.. no matter how.... u r still flawless
always does the rite thing at the rite time... even thought i shud be independant
now, but i still constantly need ur guidance.... jie, u really grown up n mature a lot.
always u came back frm sg, is like u change to be a better person, maybe always
just a little changes.... but u change for a better u.... i am really happy for u...
Love u always...
(Diana) <3
Thursday, June 19, 2008
zzZZzz
hate it hate it hate it....
i like being used ....
stupid idiot....
i hate it!!!!!!!
This shud not be like tht, i do not wan to be this kind of person...
i just cant stand it anymore.....
shit u!
watever la!
It sucks!!!!
i like being used ....
stupid idiot....
i hate it!!!!!!!
This shud not be like tht, i do not wan to be this kind of person...
i just cant stand it anymore.....
shit u!
watever la!
It sucks!!!!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
**The Incredible Hulk**
Went to watch The Incredible Hulk today, didnt expect it to come out quite nice!!
Hav to go n watch oh!!
Initially i also dunno wat is happening...
haha, so blur...
but wont tell so much details here...
u all go find out how is it ba!!
enjoy enjoy =)
(Diana) <3
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
(Friends)
FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT
THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD
BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER
THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD
FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS
IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR
& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE
IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEERS--
IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN
NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND
IT CANNOT BRING U COMFORT
OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND
SO WHEN U ASKS
GOD FOR A GIFT
BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS
NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES
BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS
I rmb i once presented this topic before...
We can get friends anywhere....
But among all this frens...
How many of them is true to u?
When u think deeply....
Somehow u feel frens is like a gv n take....
Is like i treat u well, u treat me well back..
Is a both side thing...
It cant be done just by one side...
One of my fren even said tht frens is just for the purpose of being used...
In reality,
It really is this way Sometimes....
So sad to know tht sometimes ur fren around u is actually using u...
Once they get wat they wan....
They no longer be by ur side anymore...
Anything they need u to help them...
U hav to be there for them...
But in return when u needed their help....
They wont be there for u...
Haihz....
Thankfully, i do not hav much of this kind of frens...
I still hav frens tht are sincere....
Thx to those frens tht always support me all the way...
I really appreciate everyone of u....
I might not giv u money or anything physically but
The best i can do is gv u a shoulder to cry on, listen to ur probs, share ur happiness, hav fun together, learn things together, grow up together n much more....=)
FRIENDS FOREVER
(Diana) <3
THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD
BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER
THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD
FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS
IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR
& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE
IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEERS--
IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN
NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND
IT CANNOT BRING U COMFORT
OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND
SO WHEN U ASKS
GOD FOR A GIFT
BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS
NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES
BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS
I rmb i once presented this topic before...
We can get friends anywhere....
But among all this frens...
How many of them is true to u?
When u think deeply....
Somehow u feel frens is like a gv n take....
Is like i treat u well, u treat me well back..
Is a both side thing...
It cant be done just by one side...
One of my fren even said tht frens is just for the purpose of being used...
In reality,
It really is this way Sometimes....
So sad to know tht sometimes ur fren around u is actually using u...
Once they get wat they wan....
They no longer be by ur side anymore...
Anything they need u to help them...
U hav to be there for them...
But in return when u needed their help....
They wont be there for u...
Haihz....
Thankfully, i do not hav much of this kind of frens...
I still hav frens tht are sincere....
Thx to those frens tht always support me all the way...
I really appreciate everyone of u....
I might not giv u money or anything physically but
The best i can do is gv u a shoulder to cry on, listen to ur probs, share ur happiness, hav fun together, learn things together, grow up together n much more....=)
FRIENDS FOREVER
(Diana) <3
Monday, June 16, 2008
Group Assignments
I rmb last time at foundation, i luv to be in tht assignment group.....
Now think of it, missed it so much.....
Haihz...
Now once in U, is like everything seems to change...
maybe diff group hav diff style....
everyone seems selfish...
all just willing to do their part....
no more like the group i had before....
no stress n pressure...
n always full of laughters although we work very late for our assignment...
still rmb we can change the whole assignment just one day before the deadline.... ^^
just think of it, i really feel we just can do anything if we wanted too...
maybe when come to U, diff standard...
everyone luv to hav more time spend on sth else....
i really do not know...
no more like team work where we really can sit down n discuss....
but maybe this is wat i hav to get used to.....
diff ppl hav diff perceptions towards a same goal....
.......Missed Those Days During Foundation......
(Diana) <3
Now think of it, missed it so much.....
Haihz...
Now once in U, is like everything seems to change...
maybe diff group hav diff style....
everyone seems selfish...
all just willing to do their part....
no more like the group i had before....
no stress n pressure...
n always full of laughters although we work very late for our assignment...
still rmb we can change the whole assignment just one day before the deadline.... ^^
just think of it, i really feel we just can do anything if we wanted too...
maybe when come to U, diff standard...
everyone luv to hav more time spend on sth else....
i really do not know...
no more like team work where we really can sit down n discuss....
but maybe this is wat i hav to get used to.....
diff ppl hav diff perceptions towards a same goal....
.......Missed Those Days During Foundation......
(Diana) <3
Happy Father's Day ^^
Hmmm... today is quite a day... love it
haha, went to eat japanese food.. nice!
I wanted to pay for it, but my dad frm the beginning of the dinner alr stopped me frm doing so....
hahah, dad... luv u luv u luv u luv u luv u... haha
Coz my dad said, "This dinner will on me, no paying for this dinner."
He say this is not the time for me to pay as i am still not working,
He will pay the expenses and i will just hav to concentrate on my studies...
Somemore during the dinner, he touched on some financial difficulties i faced recently....
coz loan is not out... thn i am moving to a higher rental place...
I will be getting compensation for it!! Yoo Hoo~~ hehe , Thx Dad, U r The Best
I am lucky huh, i didnt ask for anything n yet dad gave me voluntarily....
haihz.. i am just so "hang fuk"
n the sweet part is where my dad say- call me when u hav any difficulties, dun keep to urself....
just listening to this words, i feel so touched n happy as well =)
When he say this.. i didnt expect it to come... haha
really unpredictable....
We even take pics, haha
Will upload once i get the pics frm my bro... hehe
after the dinner, went to Tesco buy stuff...
dad pay again... poor him... haha
after tht, go yum cha...
hehe, lucky my dad dun need to pay....
but the victim will be me... ahahha
but i am so lucky to just pay this much RM7.10 compared to RM103
haha, at least i contribute sth on father's day....
Oh ya, my dad say his wish on father's day is.... I wont failed any subj frm now onwards
just wan to tell u dad, ur wish is also my wish...
just tht my wish is not just a wish but sth i really want to accomplish
Dad, dun wrry, i would not let u down!!
Luv u Dad!!
(Diana) <3
haha, went to eat japanese food.. nice!
I wanted to pay for it, but my dad frm the beginning of the dinner alr stopped me frm doing so....
hahah, dad... luv u luv u luv u luv u luv u... haha
Coz my dad said, "This dinner will on me, no paying for this dinner."
He say this is not the time for me to pay as i am still not working,
He will pay the expenses and i will just hav to concentrate on my studies...
Somemore during the dinner, he touched on some financial difficulties i faced recently....
coz loan is not out... thn i am moving to a higher rental place...
I will be getting compensation for it!! Yoo Hoo~~ hehe , Thx Dad, U r The Best
I am lucky huh, i didnt ask for anything n yet dad gave me voluntarily....
haihz.. i am just so "hang fuk"
n the sweet part is where my dad say- call me when u hav any difficulties, dun keep to urself....
just listening to this words, i feel so touched n happy as well =)
When he say this.. i didnt expect it to come... haha
really unpredictable....
We even take pics, haha
Will upload once i get the pics frm my bro... hehe
after the dinner, went to Tesco buy stuff...
dad pay again... poor him... haha
after tht, go yum cha...
hehe, lucky my dad dun need to pay....
but the victim will be me... ahahha
but i am so lucky to just pay this much RM7.10 compared to RM103
haha, at least i contribute sth on father's day....
Oh ya, my dad say his wish on father's day is.... I wont failed any subj frm now onwards
just wan to tell u dad, ur wish is also my wish...
just tht my wish is not just a wish but sth i really want to accomplish
Dad, dun wrry, i would not let u down!!
Luv u Dad!!
(Diana) <3
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Cant Sleep.... Unbelievable....
Its alr 4.00am in the morning... n i am here .... blogging @.@......
Haihz... i was on my bed the pass hour.... n yet..... after an hour....
I still could not get myself to sleep....
Too much thinking going on i guess....
I am damn tired....
But just cant sleep....
Haihz...
just plain suffering.....
Rmb the last time i had this prob...
It is worst still...
I only get to sleep like 7 in the morning...
The nx day.... after i woke up...
my body still feel exhausted....
Hmmm.... this time...
It came back....
I guess i hav to hypnotize myself....
stop thinking n just go to sleep...
Guess who is talking n not doing it....
haha...
I think i just put more pillows....
empty my brain...
thn get some sleep...
=(
(Diana) <3
Haihz... i was on my bed the pass hour.... n yet..... after an hour....
I still could not get myself to sleep....
Too much thinking going on i guess....
I am damn tired....
But just cant sleep....
Haihz...
just plain suffering.....
Rmb the last time i had this prob...
It is worst still...
I only get to sleep like 7 in the morning...
The nx day.... after i woke up...
my body still feel exhausted....
Hmmm.... this time...
It came back....
I guess i hav to hypnotize myself....
stop thinking n just go to sleep...
Guess who is talking n not doing it....
haha...
I think i just put more pillows....
empty my brain...
thn get some sleep...
=(
(Diana) <3
* Home Sweet Home *
Home cant be replace at anytime at anywhere, is just a diff thing than any other place
Finally i am back home... maybe becoz the past week i am in sg long...
Just one word can descirbe.... STRESS....
All probs come at once.... just make my week the worst of all.... but now it seems all partly settle...
So hav to see how it goes for the following week...
Just being at home... staying in my room.... is like heaven... can do anything i wan..
Privacy all the way ... *wink*
Haha...
Although if compared to some of my frens.. i am considered the lucky one where i can be bac every weekend...
I still hav the same feeling of the comfortability at home.... ^^
Those who like to be at home.. shud hav the same feel as i do ... hehe
Talk bout today...
My dad woke me up bout 11.30am...
haha, say wan to go out.. coz today wont hav any water till 4.00pm
so hav to wake up thn off we go out...
when it came to lunch,
dad brought me n my mum to this Yong Tau Foo at Puchong....
I luv here the Pan Mee wan...
so i ordered 2 for me n my mum....
thn we waited....
waited....
waited....
waited....
N tht fellow just wont show up with our PAN MEE!!!
N there is no whereabouts of tht PAN MEE guy, i was like....
where is my pan mee!!...
I went to find this "PAN MEE" guy...
thn this Yong Tau Foo man ask me wat am i finding for...
i tell him where is the pan mee guy...
he say pan mee no more ady!!!
I was like straight say- The PAn MEE guy dun need to inform us no more ady wan ar?!!????
the innocent Yong Tau Foo man... look at me one kind...
I straight say its ok... n thn walk away....
so damn angry with tht stupid guy!!!
ended up i eat rice with the Yong Tau Foo...
There goes my mood just becoz of tht Stupid Pan Mee Guy!!!
Thn came at nite...
I with my cousins family went for a dinner at Bukit Tinggi(near Genting)
the food.... ok only... it cost $400 plus.....
haihz... but is a gud gathering though...
we had a great time chatting...
haha...
Oh ya... look at the time now...
Happy Father's Day Dad ^^
Luv u always!!
Stay Happy and Healthy always, do more exercise n of course drink more water!!
haha =P
K lo.... tht's all for the day...
Nitez everyone ^^
(Diana) <3
Finally i am back home... maybe becoz the past week i am in sg long...
Just one word can descirbe.... STRESS....
All probs come at once.... just make my week the worst of all.... but now it seems all partly settle...
So hav to see how it goes for the following week...
Just being at home... staying in my room.... is like heaven... can do anything i wan..
Privacy all the way ... *wink*
Haha...
Although if compared to some of my frens.. i am considered the lucky one where i can be bac every weekend...
I still hav the same feeling of the comfortability at home.... ^^
Those who like to be at home.. shud hav the same feel as i do ... hehe
Talk bout today...
My dad woke me up bout 11.30am...
haha, say wan to go out.. coz today wont hav any water till 4.00pm
so hav to wake up thn off we go out...
when it came to lunch,
dad brought me n my mum to this Yong Tau Foo at Puchong....
I luv here the Pan Mee wan...
so i ordered 2 for me n my mum....
thn we waited....
waited....
waited....
waited....
N tht fellow just wont show up with our PAN MEE!!!
N there is no whereabouts of tht PAN MEE guy, i was like....
where is my pan mee!!...
I went to find this "PAN MEE" guy...
thn this Yong Tau Foo man ask me wat am i finding for...
i tell him where is the pan mee guy...
he say pan mee no more ady!!!
I was like straight say- The PAn MEE guy dun need to inform us no more ady wan ar?!!????
the innocent Yong Tau Foo man... look at me one kind...
I straight say its ok... n thn walk away....
so damn angry with tht stupid guy!!!
ended up i eat rice with the Yong Tau Foo...
There goes my mood just becoz of tht Stupid Pan Mee Guy!!!
Thn came at nite...
I with my cousins family went for a dinner at Bukit Tinggi(near Genting)
the food.... ok only... it cost $400 plus.....
haihz... but is a gud gathering though...
we had a great time chatting...
haha...
Oh ya... look at the time now...
Happy Father's Day Dad ^^
Luv u always!!
Stay Happy and Healthy always, do more exercise n of course drink more water!!
haha =P
K lo.... tht's all for the day...
Nitez everyone ^^
(Diana) <3
Saturday, June 14, 2008
There is still HOPE
I've been in places where I felt I had no choice in tht matter.
I've cried because I've had no clue about how to help myself.
But I've always believe that we must make the best of whatever life hands us and that no one can expect more of us than the best than that we can do......
Hope is sth tht we hav to always believe...
Coz without even believing it....
WE will not hav the confidence in any road u might take in future...
Even when we failed in any areas...
There is always HOPE....
if u are willing to stand up by ur own feet..
and move on to the goal u wanted to achieve....
In this sem....
With this little hope i hav....
I wanted to achieve flying colours academically....
I just wanted to proof to myself....
tht i can actually can do this...
To my frens tht hav the same hope as i do,
I sincerely wish everyone of u-best of luck!!
May we together accomplish this goal,
n make this sem as a breaking record for us =)
~Cheers~ ^^
(Diana) <3
I've cried because I've had no clue about how to help myself.
But I've always believe that we must make the best of whatever life hands us and that no one can expect more of us than the best than that we can do......
Hope is sth tht we hav to always believe...
Coz without even believing it....
WE will not hav the confidence in any road u might take in future...
Even when we failed in any areas...
There is always HOPE....
if u are willing to stand up by ur own feet..
and move on to the goal u wanted to achieve....
In this sem....
With this little hope i hav....
I wanted to achieve flying colours academically....
I just wanted to proof to myself....
tht i can actually can do this...
To my frens tht hav the same hope as i do,
I sincerely wish everyone of u-best of luck!!
May we together accomplish this goal,
n make this sem as a breaking record for us =)
~Cheers~ ^^
(Diana) <3
Friday, June 13, 2008
Leaving .... Part our OWN ways
There is really no better decision thn parting.. dunno y...feeling moody.... maybe no matter how.... i am used to here alr... the place... environment.... but all now is no longer valued....
Although i cant say i am really close to each n every of them.... but when it really comes to leaving.... haihz... is just not wat i really wanted..... but under this kind of situation, i do not hav choice but to accept as it alr has decided...
Nth more could be done.... Maybe now i shud try to adapt to the new environment.. can i? maybe all i need is time......
Haihz... down....
(Diana) <3
Although i cant say i am really close to each n every of them.... but when it really comes to leaving.... haihz... is just not wat i really wanted..... but under this kind of situation, i do not hav choice but to accept as it alr has decided...
Nth more could be done.... Maybe now i shud try to adapt to the new environment.. can i? maybe all i need is time......
Haihz... down....
(Diana) <3
Thursday, June 12, 2008
No Other Alternatives
This situation really sucks... wat shall i do? i am really clueless, any alternatives ended up none can be achievable, the best thing thing tht i thought off... might not be welcomed... wat shud i do? y i can think for everyone... but those ppl can just dun care n plan their own way?
Did i do anything wrgly tht makes them seperate with me? i really wanted to gv up... but again , i do not hav any choice.... i feel so irritated.... y it hav to end up like this... stupid land lady not giving us any chance... n now... haihz... i really do not know how to descibe.....
All this just makes me headache... this really sucks....
wat is going to happen nx? i really do not know.. seperate ways is the only conclusion.... make it this way....
(Diana) >.< HATE IT!!!
Did i do anything wrgly tht makes them seperate with me? i really wanted to gv up... but again , i do not hav any choice.... i feel so irritated.... y it hav to end up like this... stupid land lady not giving us any chance... n now... haihz... i really do not know how to descibe.....
All this just makes me headache... this really sucks....
wat is going to happen nx? i really do not know.. seperate ways is the only conclusion.... make it this way....
(Diana) >.< HATE IT!!!
The Day
Early morning, skipped one cls... coz cant wake up... maybe just tired of everything tht happened last nite... woke up, received a call frm fren, n went to discuss assignments....
After discussion, reached home... the topic rise again... the "house" problem.... talk among 4 of us, conclusion is we moved..... n come out with some excuses so tht we can get back the deposit...
Nx, is my duty time... sweep and mop the floor.. done thn went n change.... on the way to U for AGM.....
Reach there, not much ppl came.... but all in all.. it can be said successful... the most fun part is we play the Name games... haha... thn we hav the Pulse game... thn AGM is officially end... New committee settled themselves n we discuss bout the nx events....
After photo sessions held by Jamie, off i went with my frens to hav dinner.... so hungry .... hehe, srry i didnt help to rehearse the games ya.... =P.
During dinner, we spend time talking.... haha.. talk so long...
Finally, reached home... get some partially gud news frm my housemate.... maybe dun need to move... but it is just Maybe..... haihz.. still hav to wait for final confirmations... tmr is the last day to find for ppl..... hopefully we can find enough ppl.... i hate to think of wat is our nx plan.. it will only bring more hassle.....
Watch taiwan series while doing english tutorial.... doing half way.... come here to write blog.. i am just..... not concentrating... haha .. tmr somemore 9.30 cls...
K .... write till here only.. need to finish tutorial.. n get some sleep...
(Diana) <3
After discussion, reached home... the topic rise again... the "house" problem.... talk among 4 of us, conclusion is we moved..... n come out with some excuses so tht we can get back the deposit...
Nx, is my duty time... sweep and mop the floor.. done thn went n change.... on the way to U for AGM.....
Reach there, not much ppl came.... but all in all.. it can be said successful... the most fun part is we play the Name games... haha... thn we hav the Pulse game... thn AGM is officially end... New committee settled themselves n we discuss bout the nx events....
After photo sessions held by Jamie, off i went with my frens to hav dinner.... so hungry .... hehe, srry i didnt help to rehearse the games ya.... =P.
During dinner, we spend time talking.... haha.. talk so long...
Finally, reached home... get some partially gud news frm my housemate.... maybe dun need to move... but it is just Maybe..... haihz.. still hav to wait for final confirmations... tmr is the last day to find for ppl..... hopefully we can find enough ppl.... i hate to think of wat is our nx plan.. it will only bring more hassle.....
Watch taiwan series while doing english tutorial.... doing half way.... come here to write blog.. i am just..... not concentrating... haha .. tmr somemore 9.30 cls...
K .... write till here only.. need to finish tutorial.. n get some sleep...
(Diana) <3
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Problems
It really sucks when every single prob u think has been settled, came back to u n say hey... it is not settled yet... n u hav to sacrifice this this this... for everyone's benefit... of course i know wat is the consequences here... i am not stupid.. but again... this is no longer just bout money... i just hope tht all this can be discussed.. not u think of wat is the solution, n just asked me to stick to it... yea, to u.. in this situation.. this is the best solution ady.... but y cant say it in a better way.... i do hav my reasons... although my so-called reasons.. is like smaller than urs... haihz... i just dunno wat is the best.... the best thing is... sit down again... discuss sth tht will benefit everyone , n of course everyone will be happy with it... but is it possible... yea, to u... if i move in to master room........... haihz.... if that is the last resort... i will do tht...
hate it when i cannot control the situation, everything is unplanned n unpredictable... all hav to make last decisions... n i hav to follow the situation n force myself to stick with it... this feeling sucks.....
(Diana) <3
hate it when i cannot control the situation, everything is unplanned n unpredictable... all hav to make last decisions... n i hav to follow the situation n force myself to stick with it... this feeling sucks.....
(Diana) <3
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
~~Strees and Pressure~~
Since last sem , i joined this society called career development society.... heard this name also can feel tht it is a serious society... for me, i find tht it is a gud society tht gvs us students some highlights bout wat are we going to face in work in future.... in this society, events is the one tht makes this society shines... there will be talks, workshops tht teach student how to be prepared for future work... I rmb when i go through the interview.. i was nervous in the beginning, as u imagine, there are ore than 10 person interviewing u... n u dun even know them.... but somehow the interview, i manage to answer well tht gave me a post as ass secretary... i do not know wat this post will wait ahead of me.... nevetheless, wat shud i do as there are so much to learn... n of course who are u working with... things fast forward itself to now... this post does requires a lot of commitment, even a slightest discouragement, or not motivated... u can say it is over... n here i am ... doing wat i shud do... n of course, it is expected to be done well... hmmm. responsibilities huh.. really not an easy thing to handle... i am still in the learning progress... n this can be said is just the beginning of everything.... my society had face its challenge yest... i wonder... will it survive? If for now, anyone of us gv up, the society is gone ady.... So, the best i can do now... is do the best i can while i can.... i am just preparing the worst for it... hopefully, it is not as bad as i think...
Haihz... i forgot to call my bro to wish him happy birthday.... straight call now...
(Diana) <3
Haihz... i forgot to call my bro to wish him happy birthday.... straight call now...
(Diana) <3
A balance in everything
Not much ppl can achieve a balance for everything... coz the normal complains is they hav not enough time but i believe if they really wanted to do it, they shud be better managed in time..... I too hav trouble in keeping balance for everything.... but i myself know very well what am i doing for the those time tht i am free with no chores or stuffs to handle... Guess i hav to set out a timetable.... says easily but hard to get it done... there is when my mum's voice comes in, "always know how to say but nvr see u do anything bout it". There goes the lecture again n again... but having a mum this caring is like constantly hav a reminder with u, telling u again n again, u hav to change this this this.... haha, thx mum, luv u for being so caring <3 color="#000000">oh ya, today is my bro's b'day.... too bad i cant celebrate with him.. this is his... ermm... 18th b'day, Happy birthday ya, may ur studies are filled with enjoyment and stay happy and healthy always!! But i think he will be enjoying his b'day with my parents in Genting.... haihz.. sob~~ cant go.....=P
(Diana) <3
(Diana) <3
Monday, June 9, 2008
Talking Bad bout ppl.... Bad habit~~~
Todays topic is a bit interesting, talking bad is nvr a gud thing, but we are always attempted to join in this kind of "discussions". I hav this experience before, talk bad bout a particular person n coincidentally, this particular fren is just beside us...... When i found out... i really dunno where to put my face... Haihz.. is alr too late when u alr said out wat u said just now.. nth can change the persons perception towards u as they alr categorized u as "bad mouthing". It really sucks~~... But wat can u do... ppl will start spreading, this gurl is this this this n this..... Thn u will start doubting, are they talking bad bout u??? All this question marks will appear... All this cant blame anybody but urself... So guys, bad mouthing is a really bad thing... but again.. i think i dun really learn my lesson... but i do see whether the person i am talking is around me, hehe... I believe u all do do as i do.. who will nvr bad mouth bout anyone before? unless tht person is superbly Perfecto rite? n there is no such person la... Haihz.. regret regret.... guess i hav to learn to see more on ppl gud side rather than the bad side, but really now i do.... i do change k... Hope those ppl tht i ever say a single bad thing, pls forgive me ya.. i just 'discussing', hehe =P.
Lesson for the day- always learn to improve urself coz diff ppl hav diff thinking, not everyone can accept ur thoughts and lifestyle, at least gv them a chance in hearing them out, thn only comment bout it, say of coz is easy everytime, but do try to do it coz it will benefit u the most!! =)
(Diana) <3
~~Cheers~~ =D
Lesson for the day- always learn to improve urself coz diff ppl hav diff thinking, not everyone can accept ur thoughts and lifestyle, at least gv them a chance in hearing them out, thn only comment bout it, say of coz is easy everytime, but do try to do it coz it will benefit u the most!! =)
(Diana) <3
~~Cheers~~ =D
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Farewell
When it comes to farewell, who will like such a thing?... nth can be done but just hope for the best tht they can be well and happy... I am just among the lucky ones tht could stay here continuing watever i am studying here..... I rmb tht day when i received my results, there is only one word to describe my feelings - SHOCK~~ I am so shock tht i even doubted tht they gave me the wrg results, i frantically called the dsa of sg long, but there is no answering, panic comes n my mind blank. Nvr in my life , i had even prepared for this, failing! I started calling my frens, expressing my shockness for my results, at tht moment, i expected them to say tht they fail too n all this is a mistake frm the dsa. Naive me...... After few failure attempts n keep getting news tht all frens are getting extremely good results.... i could not stop myself frm crying.... is like a big slap to me, asking me to wake up n stop dreaming.... I called my mum, telling her my bad news.... Miraculously, she did not scold me but telling me is ok..... maybe i am in tears while talking to her tht she change her tone, but all in all i appreciated tht so much mum.... Reaching home, moodless n felt angry..... my mum called me frm her room.... one call , two calls... but no response frm me... i was carrying my laptop to my room, of coz i heard her... but i choose not to answer her... after settling down my laptop, i quietly walk in to her room without saying a single word... my mum must be hurt with the way i treated her till she scolded me... i deserve tht... really stupidity of me... haihz... all this is only part of it... but think of it now... wat can i really do to make up for my failure? by crying, dun talk to ppl, gv up myself, staying up all nite thinking of it??? all this would not help me feel better.... But even till now, when my frens discussing bout results.... I still avoiding speaking up... i was afraid n ashame.... haihz.. is just me with my stupid pride... guess tht i hav to pull my socks for this sem...
~~No More Repeating The Same Mistakes~~
(Diana) <3
~~No More Repeating The Same Mistakes~~
(Diana) <3
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