The "Space" For Me

Problems....
There are always one,
How we solve & face it,
is a matter of fact how much we want this thing to continue,
want a both side happy ending or just selfishly thinking of him or herself....
But this depends on how u think of it, nth is definitely right and wrong, tolerance and patience not many people can achieved in a balance....
Me too, is an ordinary person with different thinking with many of u, and i do hav my limits towards things tht i despise. By sharing my thoughts, it is a release for me to keep my life in a more positive way... Welcome everyone! =)

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Earth Hour ends~~~

haha, been so excited....
when ppl excited like me
only will do such thing...

early one hour which mean 7.30pm..
i alr stand by with candles..
n put it all around my room...
haha...
my mum came over n see...
the 1st thing she say...
u are wasting my candle...
LOL...
srry la..
one time for this one in a blue moon...

haha... some pics~~

....Love Candle....
triangle i guess... simply make out... nyaris burn my hand.. too many alr...

haha, really random.. my name... really nth to do...

love again...


This is wat happen when it really is earth hour...
candles by the staircase...

candles on top of my cupboard....

LOL.. this is like 5 min before earth hour... still watching movie... but once it strike 8.30pm.. i alr off my lappy....

before before~~
Last but not least.. guess wat is this..

i know very lame... haha, Happy 60min Earth Hour~~ so fast over ady....
my family also very guai ady....
wait till end earth hour only go out hav dinner...
haha...
n one thing bout my neighbourhood, majority off their lights...
gud gud!
tht is the spirit..
especially those neighbours whom had babies...
they too support earth hour...
cool~~
(Diana) <3

Support Earth Hour 60 min

guys, prepare candles just for an hour today...
8.30pm-9.30pm...
i feel this is a very beneficial event...
it help make the earth a better place!

believe it or not,
just one hour, it could make a lot of difference...
if u do not hav small children at home, y not just off ur lights for this one hour....
just treat it as no electricity for an hour,
it is not too much also..
can prepare candles...
haha, cant wait!

ok....
tht is all...
it depends on individual, whether to support or not, but i am definitely supporting!
haha!

now is Pizza Hut scenario....
just had pizza....
aiks~~
dunno y Pizza Hut rite now really tak boleh makan...
haihz, total disappointment...
dahlah, salad, garlic bread and soup not nice...
the pizza lagi not nice...
is like eating flour only...
@.@

yea, u r having promotion, but pro la sikit...
not nice at all....
yucks!
there goes one of my favourites...
so long didnt eat, had been longing, mana tahu....

and yea... besides the food...
now even primary school students can afford to eat pizza ady....
ok i know i katak di bawah tempurung...
but last time i recalled when i am their age...
i only hav like wat RM3 each day for my lunch...
now they even had RM5o and even RM100 for pizza...
last time the most i and my frens could afford is like a bowl of fish ball noodles...
or like Mamak...
now they can go to like Pizze and KFC....
they are so lucky....
or maybe they are just plain rich...
haha, i dunno...

now is 4.30pm....
still got 4 hours more to go~~
those who attend earth hour events...
wish u all gud luck...
u all shud be walking frm somewhere to somewhere...
n also to my sis n bro....
u both probably walking somewhere in Sg....
gambate kudasai...
wish i could join u all...
would luv to join...
ok..
want to prepare candles and put around my room...
haha~~

cant wait cant wait~
those who support Earth Hour, happy to hear tht~ ^^
Sayonara~

(Diana) <3

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

A touching event

from UTAR Chinese Orchestra,
Thx for all the effort,

i felt so touched~~
had goose bumps in few songs...
especially felt it when it is the last song- Waltzing Maltida

the host is really gud, not only can host, she also has a sense of humour...
congratz to all the organising committees,
u all did a Great Job!
it is a Great Ending~~
Best moments but months of preparation and effort...
i knew and saw it...
u all deserved this audience...
deserve the applaus...
deserve to hav a nice full-stop for this society..

Congratz again! ^^

(Diana) <3

Sunday, March 22, 2009

ever Wonder WHY??

ever wonder y certain things happen to u but not others?

i wonder a lot of times...
like y he/she can get good grades easily?
like y he/she could be praised for some small tinny thing?
like y she could get a bf and y not u?
like y he/she could get things so easily by just asking?
like y he/she could easily mingle around ppl?
all this WHY WHY WHYsssss.....

sometimes will just appear in my head...
asking myself these questions??
refreshing again n again...
whether where did i go wrong?
which step makes me diff frm others?
wat had i lack of...??
etc etc....

haih...
but actually all this has an answer to it...
just tht when u r in it...
u avoid not to faced it...
avoid not to find out...
avoid tht actually u r not tht bad, just tht or maybe or somehow ppl do not know u well enough...
all this excuses...

ppl always this way...
when u alr hav this...
u would want tht....
wat ppl hav, u would want wat ppl had...
wat u alr hav, u still need more and would nvr satisfied...
such greddiness...
applies to me as well...
thinking when i could get things easier...
not to hav so much problems everyday...
not to wrry about anything....
who dun wan this life?

I do wan this life...
but think of it..
if i really do hav a life which i do not need to wrry a single thing...
i would rather not live at all...
haha...
as it will be so boring...
everyday the same old thing..
no changes but just passing each moment...
like tht ppl wont grow and learn....
tht is certain things happen for a reason....
is a process for us to learn...
haih.. dun make me bang wall so many times...
i need a break some time too....
gv me sth which runs smooth also...
i need a bit of support and loving as well....

god~~ dun treat me too bad ya.... (ok i know i am crazy.... haha, dun care... god must hear me out k =)

(Diana) <3

Thursday, March 19, 2009

yet another tired day, but a worth one...

although now i ended everything...
i dun feel any happiness...
but just felt so tired...
even had headache...
maybe is becoz not enough sleep..

but am glad tht finally everything over ady...
listening to today's Career Forum talk...
teaches me a lot of things...
wat shud i do n not do during interviews...
Mr Simon Si is really gud...
the way he interpret and answers the question...
can be sure tht he is an expert in his fields...
Ms Jowynne also not bad...
as a lady, young but also had much experience to share...

just only found out tht Career Forum is the last event alr for CDS...
meaning it is the end for my society...
no more events, meetings and so forth...
last time when think of this...
felt happy...
coz would not need to worry so much in doing extra work...
but now think of it...
like tht end ady...
like so easy....
no one realise also...
Sigh~~

but i did learnt a lot after joining this society...
yes, did sacrifice a lot of time in running up n down for paper work and so forth...
but i learnt to hav team work...
tolerate, patience especially to particular person....
really need high EQ to tackle with certain kind of ppl....
learning how to communicate with others..
making sure everyone does their job...
n one thing which wasted so much....
is MONEY!!
especially HP MONEY, haih...
lagi tak boleh claim... i think not cannot claim la...
just tht the procedure....
haih..
all also fly ady...

ok i am just crapping~~~
movie time....
thn sleeping time...
waited long enough alr...
for all this relaxation...

p/s: suddenly thought of this word, FORGIVE AND FORGET, learn to remember other ppl's value, i believe everyone has their own value, it is up to us how we see them, letting go is better as wat for angry tht person n avoiding... as it is better to hav another fren than another enemy...
this aplies to myself... LOL... Hard la... haha, but i will try...

(Diana) <3

Tired but had fun as well

really tired...
since morning 8am till now...
although it is a tiring day....
it is worthwhile...
as this will be the last event....

had to put as much effort as possible...

wish everything will be smooth tmr...
at least whoever who had bought tickets...
pls show up...
is the only hope we need for our hard work...

btw TQ TQ TQ TQ Aaron Meow,
as he had put a lot of effort and of course some released "stress"...
although we are all busy with all out "stuff"...
which everyone hav....
u still make time (which is actually ur job, LOL)
watever it is, good or bad...
let it be...
let it pass..
let us make tmr the last and memorable event...
oopss... forgot still got career day...
lol...
but i wont get involved..
just consider this as the last la...
haha...

let tmr be smooth not only for the event, but also my presentation...

yuhuu~~~
once think of after tmr....
everything will be done...
except waiting for finals...
great great great~~~
haha, tht time i will hav time to arrange my notes...
gv myself more time to pamper myself...
haha~~~

hoo hoo hoo~~~
*yawn yawn yawn*
haven bath yet...
haih...
so tired...
nites guys, luv all of u for today only...
muacks muacks...

n yuhuu~~, dun unhappy ady lo k...
smile ~~~ ^^

(Diana) <3

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

One Litre Tears

A movie which tells a young girl story...
of how she went through a disease which has no cure...

is a famous movie... real story....
i just finish watching this movie...

felt tht...
it is so touched tht she can be so strong in accepting her sickness...
doing things tht not everyone could do...
i shud say could insist in doing so...

our normal daily life...
although we could talk, eat, walk, write...
we might not even appreciate all this things...
but to this girl....
she will not hav this ability to do all normal ppl could do...
but she insisted in writing diary each day....

seeing her do so...
i wonder....
we as normal ppl...
how much could we do??
how much could we insist in sth?
not becoz we need to.... is we wanted to..
she tried so hard to bear all the sadness and disappointment..

putting a smile on her face each day...
keep saying thank you and sorry...
she is really strong in doing wat she feel she still can do....
insisting in doing so as to proove tht she is still alive...

shud appreciate each day we had...
especially wat we hav....
as we are alr very very very very very lucky....

(Diana) <3

Thursday, March 12, 2009

BABI HUTAN!

can u pls wake up or not!
we did not owe u anything u know!
if it is ur fault, pls admit to it!

stop blamig others, n make other ppl's life so damn MISERABLE!
although ur target is not me!
i am angry tht u can treat my frens this way!
u stupid BABI HUTAN!

how u do things?
how u plan things?
this is not the 1st time!!!!
how many times u wan this to happen?

stop messing with my frens!
especially when my fren is sick!
grrrr....
u r just so irritating and annoying!
wat a "kind" person u are!

pls find out where u really put ur stuff or recall whethere did u actually pass to them!
dun straight put the blame on others!
they hav things to wrry also, and not only u!
annoying Babi!

stupid!

so geram!
(Diana) <3

Friday, March 6, 2009

Something Happy makes a day better

since wat has happen alr happen...
just let it be...
everything has to be done also...
no point grumbling...
but find ways to make myself better...

Gardens at 1U

It is a nice place, suitable for couples... decorated like a garden... This small flower pot is on every table... sweet rite...
The drinks and soup goes with the set meal... but i dun like the soup.. it depends on individua taste... i dun like the taste of it...like too creamy... n it is green color.. like the Italiannies soup.. but this is unbearable for me... try urself..

My roommate set... dunno wat chicken alr... this set is very nice... its placing is very nice... look also feel like eating...( i will go back for this set nx time)

second set frm my housies- dorry fish... with i think mushroom soup... also not bad... but for me too creamy.. coz i myself do not like cream...


finally, my set- carbonara( beef set)... see all the cheese on top... really very very nice.. but in the end felt so full.. as the sauce is heavy with flavors... very nice!
Me eating alr.. felt so hungry.... the smell of the carbonara ... very nice!

after finished... photo session... three of us... can see, big face to small face... (kidding only coz whoever taking the camera could not avoid a big face photo)...

a kiss frm my roommate... which i do not know... haha.. thx.. roomie, see ur this pic... i am much happier rite now... =P

to return her kind effort, is a kiss back frm me... see her so shy... i dun normally kiss anybody nor i ever do this position before... lol... my first time gv her ady... haha, dun be so happy ya jolene... =P


camera took camera with us in it... the effect not bad... i like it...

Me n Ley, a normal photo... no kisses or hugs..... plain natural...
thn, after lunch, is shopping time!!!
initial plan is to shop sth for ball...
but ended up also bought sth else for U purpose...
see my retarded look... tht jeans is really a no no for me... dun wrry, i did not buy it... just the line T-shirt...
i bought a lot tht day....
most of it is for ballnite purposes...
i also saw my clsmates shopping... u know who u are...
ended up i bought a very exp shoes (but it is worth as it is slightly more exp than the normals wan i buy)
thn i bought masks. etc etc... forgot ady wat i bought... doesnt matter...
the point is my $$$$$$ reduces....
last but not least...
may my day be as happy as this day...

Hopefully i could smile this way again... smile smile smile... =D.... making an effort alr....

now back to ass... i hav to finish it off... n off i go for some shopping... Ball nite really need a lot of money..... haih.. but no regrets....

(Diana) <3

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Shattered

suddenly no mood at all…
Especially at a timing like this…

With more things to do…
Alr I had not much time for my own stuff….
N still have to spare time for tht…
I am not complaining as it is part of my job…
But maybe with all this with is alr my limit..

This sumore..
I really could not take it…
All my anger n stress…
Felt so tense…

On the way back home….
Tears shedded….
For wat I do not know….
body so tense..
Keep bitting my lips…
N even clutches my fist so tightly until I reached home…

Once I stepped in to my house….
I told myself hav to act normally…
I practice a bit…
But failed terribly when my parents ask wat is wrg with me…
I only said nth, I am alrite….

I wish wat I say is true…
I wanted more of a space to breath now…
At least for awhile….
I needed some fresh air…

I am confined with no where to go…
But keep working until u come out with sth…
Everyone most probably hav this feeling…
Felt so tired tht there is no time for them to think of having any entertainments…

Haih… felt so tired…..
I will retreat to my sanctuary for today….
As it is hard for me to continue anything tht I shud do…
I could not even focus….

(Diana) <3

Full Of Hatred

Just make myself invisible...

HATE HATE HATE!
besides HATE is still HATE!

but wat could i do but just bear with it?
haih...
wat so ever....
just go through this....
n i am forever done with it....
tht is all i could promised...

(Diana) <3

Monday, March 2, 2009

Pls Kill Me, suffocating~~~

I Hate ASSIGNMENTS!!!!

PLS GO AWAY AWAY AWAY.....

SHU SHU SHU SHU~~~~

has been sitting whole day....
not even one is done...
stupid shit!!!
grrrrr.....

my shoulder ache like hell...
and i hav so many stuff not done yet...
like packing my clothes....
washing my clothes...
washing dishes...
and ass ass asss.....
grrrr....

i am going crazy!!!

hate assignment...
haih....

(Diana) <3