End of one misery, Now start another Misery

Haha, end all the mid terms...
Now start all the assignments...
so far only done one...
by today...
hav to finish another...

aih...
really too early to be happy...
but for now...
relak la..
ahahhahaha....
at least now feel more relax...

not so stress stress...
yuhuu~~~
tmr going out...
haha..
goody...
relak relak a bit...
brain will be clearer...
n of course i will be happier... =)

the best thing of my happiness...
of course my Pet- Mellow!!
haha...
luv my pet always...
crazy with it...
so many ppl joining this pet society...
haha...
good good..

is actually not much of features game...
u only could visit other pets...
bath, play, brush, feed, and wait for them to puuu...
n thn one more thing which i like the most..
is decorating my pet house...
thn u can buy things like furnitures, clothes, food, and even change ur pets face, body and etc..
every diff festivals like cny, valentines...
there will be updates of new stuffs...
thn u can go shopping...
luv this part the most...
new things could attract ppl like me...
ahahah...

show u all a glimpse of my pet with new clothes..
haha...
open ur eyes big to look at my pet...
so adorable...
ahahhaa...

Pic 1:
saw my pet.... ahahhaha... she won the hurdle race...

LOL.... i look at this... i keep on laughing... ahaha.. three peacocks running together... ahahha.. so cute and funny.... the head so heavy but they are wearing it and runing as well..

Pic 2:

See the Power Ranger behind... lol.. shud be Masked thief... haha... watever u all wan to call.. haha.. like burglar... with a prison shirt... ahaha

Pic 3:

see my peacock head at my house kitchen... haha... peacock head plus owl face... haha... weird combination.. n plus with prison clothes.. haha.. entirely cover my pet face and head... haha.. i still luv my pet... haha ^^

Pic 4:

See my pet taking the bear bear in my pet toilet.. haha... cute~~~~

ahaha...

cant wait to play.. haha.. i wan play pet society now...

(Diana) <3

Being Alone

i luv to be alone when it comes to working on ass...
being alone makes me concentrate...
without noise or any distraction....

or i could be around ppl...
but they will be their own things...
no talking no chatting...
they do their things...
i do mine...
i luv this feeling...

hav to rush for 4 ass by this wk...
god help me...
tmr hav mid term just like every mkt students...
but i had so much deadlines to meet...
ass alr enough...
still hav society stuff...
hopefully....
we r more efficient...
less talking more doing....
thn we will be free frm all this misery...

as Ball is around the corner....
i dun wan to be piled with all this ass...
when i am going to hav fun...
just imagine hav to wrry bout ass...
when u r suppose to be enjoying....
hate tht kind of feeling...
would rather not going...
but alr paid...

haih...
gambate groupmates....
MRIP war nx wk...
for my whole clsmates...
All the best to all of us...
we will manage somehow...
just the matter of long or short...
i hope is a short...
but tht is impossible...
>.<

(Diana) <3

Fighting Fighting

~~ Aja Aja Fighting~~~

this is a long war...
not a short one...
i clearly know tht...
alr destined to be so...
i hav nth more to do but to accept wat had been done....

Now i Know i am wrong...
but who will expect this much...
i shud be thankful alr...
i guess??
puzzled....

gambate kudasai! shiro shiro... watashi shiro...

(Diana) <3

Scary Nightmare

a nightmare tht until now i still rmb....
i was sleeping facing the window....
which i normally dun...

normally i sleep the other way round...
meaning my head is in front of the window...

i slept this way as i felt very hot in the afternoon....
even with the curtains closed....
so....

i dreamed tht there is hands coming out frm the curtains....
i rmbered clearly two hands...
it seems far to even touched me...
but it keep moving...
i wanted to scream...
but no sound came out....
i keep making mysef to scream but still no sound...
i rmbered i use my hands to push my mouth open....
n only found out tht my toungue is tangled...
i spread it away...
n finally when i screamed...

i was slightly awake to reality...
i rmb i open my eyes...
i saw the curtains...
it is still, not moving...
no movements at all...
i know it is a dream...
i sleep back....
????????????

so scary.....

i shall sleep back the way i normally used to....
dun wan to hav the same nightmare again...
>.<

(Diana) <3

Bz + Bz + Bz = Stress Stess Stress Stress

miserable life....
only one ass done..
left with four more to go...

nvr ending of research....
majority hours in front of laptop type type type....
facing the screen for ages....
tried so hard to focus...
wan to squeeze as many info as possible...
and also make sure it is relevant...
keep reminding myself to focus and rmb wat to write...
so tht i wont be out of place....

intense training for future working life...
now alr complaining...
haih....
gambateh ba everyone!
it is a war tht everyone are fighting...
as least we hav companion...
so tht we r not tht lonely...
and the best part...
we can ask and share...

- MO (done)
- IM (in progress)
- R & D (in progress)
- PM (in progress)
- MRIP (haven touched yet, and this is the most important and time consuming ass as need to read 20 journals which i haven start to find... haih)

so tired.. dun care 1st... i wan sleep... nites my frens =)

(Diana) <3

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.............

I FELT SO ANGRY RITE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............

and i dunno y.....

stupidity...

(Diana) <3

~~Wish~~

Make things easier
Make things easier
Make things easier
Make things easier
Make things easier

coz i felt tht i getting dumber n dumber...
stupid n stupider....
wat also dunno...
now also is not sure....

pls Make things easier easier!!!

but no such thing....
shows tht i hav to be more hardworking....
haih

(Diana) <3

Mahjong Mahjong

teaching my mum mahjong is like teaching kindergarden students...
everything starts from zero...
so mang jang n yet funny....

but it is gud though...
there is more interaction ...
where we enjoyed n laughed together...

n my mum now more like a small kid...
need a lot of caring and accompany...
love to see them smile and enjoy...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

p/s: dedicate way back into love from Music and Lyrics movie (Hugh Grant and Haley Barry) to all lovers for this valentines... srry belated wan... =)

(Diana) <3

grumbling session

when we think everything run smoothly...
someway or somehow there must be sth went wrg
really hate this kind of feeling...

y some things could not be just SimpLE
simple as in...
it is shown in appearance..
y??
y is it so hard?

y anyonecan just say wat they wan to say?
y cant they stand on our side n think?
y can they simply make assumptions on their own and think tht it is rite?
or maybe posting up on blog or whereever and declare tht they are rite?
not tht they do not hav the rite to do so....
but because everyone hav diff opinions...
tht is y we had enemies everywhere...
some might be obvious..
some might be hidden...

a lot of my frens around me say i am "well protected"
maybe i am...
and maybe i am not tht "well protected"
i could be naive to think tht ...
if i treat tht person rite...
i will be getting back the same treatment...
but in this world...
there is no such thing..
not after i start U...
no more this kind of thing...

i hate this so called "two faces"...
especially in a course i am studying...
i do not pin point on anybody or anyone..
i just felt if my course compared to others...
my course was much polluted with all this faces...
could not even really sure tht they sincerely treat u rite...

maybe i just could not accept...
as one of my fren says...
this is actually a very very common thing alr...
it is happening everywhere...
it is me tht could not accept this fact yet...
now alr i tak boleh tahan...
working life will be much worst than this...

and so end of my grumbling...
just ignore me....
i had a bad day...
valentines had over...
n yippee...
coz i dun like valentines...
as u know...
i dun wan to say it out...
=P

p/s: a day has passed.... yet a lot of ass pilling up waiting for me to do... juggling between ass and meetings really tough work... but i am sure i can make it for both.... although it means eating up most of my time without resting... as both are important to me....

(Diana) <3

Almost Lost

the word almost...
really shows i am actually lucky alr...

at least i Almost Lost it...
but when i really get it back...
i dun feel relief...
but actually felt so moody....
n even felt like crying...

so weird...

on the way to get it back...
only negative stuff appear in my mind...
wat if i lost it...
i alr imagined my frens laughing at me...
teasing me tht i so fast need to buy another new hp....
i alr thinking wat my parents will think if i spend another big amount to buy a new hp....

all thinking too much...
felt so hopeless ady...
wan to call for help...
everyone seems not at there to be able to help...

really lucky my groupmates come back for my hp...
n srry ya....
made u all waste time n petrol...
really tq tq for coming back...
eventhough we actually alr reached the mines...
tq tq!!!!
appreciate it.... =)

really learnt a big lesson...
zhen sui... and so careless...
but at least sth gud happen...
manage to do some surveys and ate a not so bad dinner which i expect less frm my expectation...

hopefully tmr really can rest a bit...
since tuesday...
each day is like a marathon...
not running to reach the end point...
but running for each starting point...
where hav to deal with diff ppl...
n i am not a fan of changes...
especially changes tht forces me to change plan...
but i shud get used to it by now...
as it is constant changes nowadays..
cant even follow up...

jamie, i wish u can take a gud rest for tmr... and to rest of my clsmates....
take a rest at least for tmr....
catch a movie or hav a wonderful dinner at the RITE time...
as our breakfast lunch and dinner all messed up....
better get normal wan with the rite time...

(Diana) <3

A word of motivation

everyone no matter how strong they seem...
they always had a soft spot...

there are times when they needed a shoulder to lean on...
pouring out their unhappiness....
they may seem to be happy like anyone out there...
but deep down...
who knows behind tht smiling face...
how many things are kept secret...
away from us....

thinking on both side...
thinking y they actually react tht way...
or maybe do sth so outrageous...
is there a reason behind?

if u find out wat is the reason...
maybe u wont be puzzle or felt annoyed...
or maybe angry y tht person do so....
easy to say but not easy to do....

learning to be patient and actually letting go....
is a lesson we ought to be learning...
as each and everyday...
we will face so many changes...
changes tht we might like or dun like...
how to keep a balance?

take it or just leave it....
when u take it...
make sure do it willingly....
as u alr made ur choice...
no turning back...
giving all those comments as u choose to be in this mess...
when u leave it...
make sure dun just chuck it away...
fin somebody to take ur responsibility...
n explain y are u not taking up the responsibility...
gv reasonable reasons...
reason tht it is acceptable...
or if not...
tht person might accept...
but behind u...
talk talk talk...

" I believe all of us have a built-in compass to help us get to wherever we desire to go,
Don't forget to trust that compass, and refer to it often, for with tht trusting
will come the strength to bear watever life deals you. "

(Diana) <3

Pictures = Memories

Looking back through pictures....

find out i misses a lot of things...
now although i am back home...
but sth is just not rite...
sth is just missing...

without my siblings..
i am the only child...
anything or watsoever will depends on me...

but actually now when i am home...
i felt it makes no diff....
the feeling of wanting to be at home...
but not really at home...

i am here...
but time spent more on myself....
my things...
not towards with my parents...
even i want to make tht effort....
it is hard as conversation topic not there..
the least i could do is just sit and accompany them....

i misses the times when i am with my siblings....
haih....

~~Forever Siblings~~

(Diana) <3

Tak Boleh Tahan~~~

Cute Cute Cute...

still is only CUTE CUTE CUTE!!

Hehe, i know i am a bit crazy, i mean not a bit....

but i luv my pet... so cute~~~

My pet in my living room... kawaii~~~

in my kitchen... once wear the Roman hat... extremely cute!!

luv my pet... cuteeeeeee~~~

(Diana) <3

Wat a TERRIBLE HORRIBLE and UNFORGIVABLE day....

been quite some time since my last post...
mana tahu this is the most embarrasing wan of all....

today evening happy happy go hav dinner at mc'donald with my bestie
happy happy eat eat...
happy happy chat chat....
thn happy happy go home...

like everything seem smooth rite...
go up to car wan go home...
i sat on the car...
thn my bestie could not come in as her side is lock...
so i pandai pandai lock my side of door...
n try to reopen it again...
but i am STUCK!!
stuck in the car...
coz....
i forgot to off my headlights!!!
battery FLAT!!!

si pandai saya....
really superbly pandai...
dahlah stuck inside....
thn all this alarm noise keep ringing...
annoying sounds...
worst part i am stuck and my bestie is outside of my car!!
one IN one OUT
gosh~~~

so no choice...
hav to ring my dad .....
when finally my rescuers came...
whom not only my parents...
my UNCLE and AUNTIE came as well...
omg... so memalukan...
they come n visit my house....
now they came just to help me start my car..
besides embarassing... is still embarassing...
just imagine all my younger cousins saw me in tht state...
which is so akward yet funny for them....
so memalukan!!!

thn worst part came...
manage to start the car alr...
but But BUt BUT......
the car autolock AUTOLOCK with the KEYS inside...
how in the world will happen one thing worst and the 2nd thing worst than the first....
and my parents had no idea whether they hav a spare key at home!!
another waiting comes where my parents go home n search for spare keys....

so memalukan....
somemore in front of mcd where there is an open air area....
dunno where to put my face to....

the end of story is....
spare key found...
a lot of apologies and thank q's to my auntie n uncle family...
might hav to come out with money for the new battery
(might which means i wan to pay for it.... coz this is my 2nd time alr.... when only i will learn??? grrrrr.....)

zhen sui zhen sui...
dunno wat day is today...
so bad luck....
full of my carelessness
it happens at 1st of feb 09...
i will rmb this day...
learnt it n not committing it again...
NVR!!!!!

(Diana) <3