One Million Star

was watching One Million Star Season 3 with my family....
for those who do not know, One Million Star is like Malaysian Idol...
a singing contest for one million dollars in Taiwan...

i nvr really chase after this program....
is just tht my mum loves a lot...
i watched together only....
today i watched this part...
the ending...
this boy he was eliminated...

his first reaction is yes! this is the best decision!
he say becoz he is the only one tht could take this in a very positive way compare to the rest....
the rest had alr started to cry...
he is so positive...
until the host ask him to say any last words....
He Said : I.. like someone...., I hope she could continue to do well in this competition, Chai Jia
Ying add oil!! (我喜欢一个人，我希望她继续好好的比赛，蔡佳莹加油！)

WOW~~~ I was like stunt and shock... he just confested to a gurl .... wow~~~
this ending is beyond words... really could not imagine how much courage he took to say tht....

the boy has been rejected twice before he say again on live to everyone... he say if rejected the third time no meaning... the gurl very openly say tht he had Chance... LOL~~~

this guy had do not hav the worst day after all... at least he had the chance....
wish him best of luck~~~

(Diana) <3

2 trips to 1U in a day~~

Went to 1U to return stuff tht i shud return....
getting parking really tiring and took a long time...
dunno y ppl now started to go shopping as early as possible...
all parking is alr full just by noon....

Christmas is arriving soon....
so....

Zhiang Zhiang~~~ i bought this, haha

so cute~~~
initially wanted to buy one only, but my roomie say one will be lonely
and white n brown is just so cute....
cant resist, so buy 2... hehe


This 2 soft toy, only 8bucks for one... somemore

got christmas song just by pressing there tummy ^^

2nd trip, went to 1U again to hav dinner with my family at Sushi Zanmai...

before we went for our dinner...

there is this event to recruit students for a dance studio...

they teach Salsa dance...

one instructor which do not hav body builders but round body means fat...

is the dance instructor...

they attracted a lot of audience as this instructor was teaching quite a number of

audience on stage...

he was teaching some basic steps where the rest hav to follow...

my dad enjoyed until he sat there n watched...

looks fun and easy~~

can try >.<

haha, for the 2nd trip....

i bought 2 magazines....
is alr end of November by tmr....

i still buy November version....

@.@

End of 2 trips in a day~~~
gotta start studying alr.... but haven had the mood yet... aiks~~

(Diana) <3

Add to my Misery Day

alr i had been sacked....
to make things worst for my day...

i thought my house got robbers
and i am alone
hearing those sounds of the roof...
the roof like being opened by someone...
my 1st thought is to scream...
i screamed who is tht???!!!!!
screamed so loud...
thn i heard more movements and sound....
thn like shifting of the roof again...

i quickly went far from the toilet door...
dial my dad's hp number....
asking him to come back home rite now...
gosh!!!
asking my fren to help me call security...
my parents caught in the jam...
my mum called her fren to help...
so scary!!!!

i was like standing and dun dare to move an inch...
listening for sound...
or any movement...
i even see under my door for footsteps or any movement....

finally when my parents came home..
we take a look in my toilet roof..
nth seems to be moved...
is this a false alarm?
wat i heard is really loud n clear...
or is it just a cat?

wat happen today?
y so many things happen...
y not even one is gud...
double hate today!!!

(Diana) <3

My day just get worst still.....

Early in the morning...
receive a msg telling tht i no longer required to work in tht particular place....
ask me to return all their stuff to them...
part of me....
i actually hav no desire to work ....
but i told myself tht i shall proof to them i can be better....
but today's msg...
say it all...

i do not hav this chance nor do i hav the chance to defend myself....
i am sack just this way....
one msg says it all...

of course once i received this msg...
i felt humiliated and sad...
y of everyone...
not one hav this experience before...
but this happen to me...
i done before several jobs before....
nvr i fell down so hard before..
nvr i get scolded....
i am not saying tht i hav no faults...
i am just wondering wat is really the reason...

somebody say sth bout me?
i did something tht offended somebody?
somebody backstabbed me?
wat really did the agent told her head?
Is the agent helping me?
wat is the agent for?
y isnt she picking up my calls?
she avoiding something?
or is a bother for her to pick up?
or she felt so disappointed she dun wan to talk to me?

all this question marks...
i wanted to know but n yet afraid to know...

back home...
was just talking to my mum...
heard frm her tht my dad still thought i was working...
n he had plans to bring me to dinner...
worst still....
mums always will say is our fault...
i mean not tht she did wrgly...
but just alr in this sad mood..
still hav to listen to her lecture...
make all this so unbearable...
..............

i hate today...

(Diana) <3

Broken Family

thought of my own family....
compare to others...
i am actually lucky lucky lucky alr...

but most ppl just wont get enough...
always felt tht theirs is not enough...
n nvr enough it will be....
complain this tht...
this is life....
we complain and life move on....

when i see certain ppl.....
i felt tht they live their life to max...
as in do the things they love...
earn their living expenses...
save for things tht they wan to buy...
everyday...
their life are filled with things....
anything tht will filled their time...
they dun waste time....
but watever they think of...
they dun hesitate but just do it ....

how nice....
although some might had broken family or might not hav one...
their surroundings...
always hav certain thing tht even complete family wont hav...
but maybe this is only what i see in appearance..
they try to hide and close themselves to protect and guard their sadness ...
where only they know the deepest secret.....
so painful~~~
even just the thought of it....
i shud learn frm these ppl....
there are too good to live their life in this way....
at least they treat themselve good....
they still love themselve....
is alr enough....

(Diana) <3

Bad day at work~~~

The days just gets bad....
once i start work....
the head of agent alr there....
waiting....
waiting to lecture me...
maybe i am first time....
and its true i will hav to make effort to create sales....
but the thing is....
she cant blame it all on me...

my agent also didnt tell me clearly wat shud i do....
the first day is so blur...
i just hentam dinding tak tahu berapa kali...

haihz....
but it really spoils my mood....
the way she lecture...
say until will terminate....
i had to make sales no matter how...
haihz haihz....
feel like dun wan to do....
but my dad say....
little bit thing also cannot stand ady.....
n it is just normal ppl will scold if u dun generate sales...

yalar i know....
i und ....
i just dun like the way she say it....
shud i just telan and continue to work or shud i just quit it n treat it as an experience?

part of me want to just cont and proove to her i can do it....
but part of me tells me just quit the job.....

aiks~~~
how???

p/s: btw i realise today tht my BM sucks la.. really sucks... say a bit thn wan to change to english...aiks.. poor man had to listen to all my explanation which is like stuck stuck stuck thn smooth and stuck stuck stuck... yaiks.....

haih
(Diana) <3

Nth seems to be running smooth

wat shud i do?

of course no matter wat is the outcome of it...
make sure do not repeat again....

tmr working....
and i am gaining weight...
aiyo!!
so fat until i cannot tahan!!
yucks!

haha, just randoms of the day...
nth to update actually...
and oh ya....
my hair is getting longer and longer....
also cannot tahan...
so irritating...
but dun dare to cut...
zzz..
coz after i cut...
my hair definitely wont be as straight as it is...
aiks....
wan this n tht...
=P

those who started to study for finals...
jia you!!
only me haven start yet...
lazy as usual....
and too early ady...
haha..
i mean for me is too early as i wont rmb also...

buhbye...

(Diana) <3

Late Wishes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JAMIE!!!!

Although it is a belated wish, but i sincerely wish u

stay healthy, happy & pretty always!!

(Diana) <3

YES, I Did IT!!

haha,
i am no longer my old self....
not in the way where i will neglect my studies...
dun care bout mid term...
to this extend ...
i am alr satisfied for now...
GREAT~~~

and now is time to ENJOY!!!!
finally end every thing include assignments, presentation & mid-terms...
just hav to wait for finals to arrive!!
FREE FREE FREE~~
SG waiting for me too...
luv today as i nvr before....
today is 15 NOV 2008.....
i shall rmb this day....
hahahah

everyone, enjoy ur so called "honey moon" for now...
but to those who still hav BM exams...
dun fred...
as it will be over soon...
gud luck =)

(Diana) <3

Aiksss~~~~

until now i only read till page 68...
which means i still left with 100 page....
omg....
take so long to study everything...
although it is objective....
but again...
i dun study...
tembak also dunno will correct or not...

but once i think after tmr exam...
hahahaha...
i am finally going down to sg!!!!
hooray!!!
hahaha...
is been ages i said i wan to go down.....
taking ages & ages....
finally this is the time i really going down...
no any change of plans!!

~~~Shopping Spree~~~~

(Diana) <3

got things to do, but not doing anything

=.=

haha, now like everything also done ady...
but still left one exam...
which is Pengajian Malaysia....
no mood to study at all...
today whole day...
stick to the laptop only...
either play games or watch any movies or series i hav...

now lagi teruk, get more movies n series frm my frens...
watching watching watching...
PM book in front of me only...
but didnt touch also...
haha...
after this week....
will be free free free...

hmmm...dunno this weekend can go down sg or not leh...
hope i can...
it would be nice!
n oh ya...
got job ler...
happy... but not comfirm yet ...
better dun so fast happy...
LOL...

buhbye =)

(Diana) <3

--Loving it--

my bear bear frm my besties..
presents frm my frens....
luv the cake also...

although it writes

happy mother's day,

haha

this was alr after 5 days for my b'day....

still got one present...

luv it, thx ching!

this is the present i hav ...

still got one more "patrick" at sg long...

"patrick" is a soft toy, red color dog...

dunno you all know or not

among all my presents i receive...

i receive one which i felt very meaningful...

it is a very simple present.......

but it filled with b'day wishes frm my clsmates, cds committee,and frens...

browsing through again n again...

luving it~~~

thx jamie for all the effort ya...

it is on my drawer ady...

& of course thx to all tht had written on it!!!

THX GUYS, TQ SO MUCH!!! =)

(Diana) <3

~~ Please, please, please ~~~

Had a lot of things in mind...
but do not now how to put it into words...

haihz...
seeing her like tht...
i relly felt so useless, i dunno how to help her..
or say it this way...
she dun allow me to even approach her...
staying away frm me...
ask her one thing, answer me one thing....
or worse still...
dun answer me at all....

GOSH!!
STOP TORTURING ME!!!
where is the old u?
wat happen?
wat i hav to do to make u happy?
wat more i can do?
even i am just rite here...
sitting with u...
n yet i felt we r so far apart...
y this will happen?

how to communicate?
i alr dunno how...
wat i wan to know is, wat r u thinking rite now?
wat is bothering u?
open up to me PLEASE!
I BEG U!
wat else i can do?
say sth, Response to me!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................

(Diana) <3

Babi Babi!!!!!!

BABI BABI, u really made my day!!

I really lose to u...

please spare me some peaceful life!!

(Diana) <3

Suprised Day

haha, thought everyone forget my b'day....

so i dun hope so much by coming bac sg long this late...
came back really everyone act normally...
all also didnt say anything....
hahahaha...
they really acted all the way...
i am really suprised!!

thx ya... thx for all the effort when i know everyone of u r bz with things....
some rush to bath, run to my place... thx for all the effort!! really appreciate a lot!! =)

btw, i luv the presentss a lot!!
hehe..

BIG THANK YOU!!

(Diana) <3

Tadashii(correct) or Machigai(wrong)

Is it when u want sth so badly....
it is always hard to get???

or

Is it when u dun want sth badly....
It will come to u no matter u wan or not???

grrrrrrrrrrr.......
what is happening wat is happening???
torn apart tht left me with helplessness...

maybe i shud do some chanting...
chant all the unwanted things...
chant all the wanted things....
zzzzz....
it wont work rite?
haihz...

(Diana) <3

Never Cross My Mind.....

I shud hav known long ago....

how can i neglect...??

y i am so ignorant...

yet i always say they are my priorities...

and wat did i do to say so?

I HATE MYSELF!!!

(Diana) <3