Dilemma

hmmm...

i dunno wat to do is best for everyone...
like hav to fulfill everyone...
but dunno wat can i do best??

didnt really get full support...
but i know i could not be selfish..
how to get everything when things isnt rite as usual?

just take it normally i guess...
could not ask for more alr...
fair is no longer an option...

haih..
y this hav to happen now?
dunno wat to do is the worst thing...
can someone gv me a direction??
i am kinda lost...

(Diana) <3

i like this~

taken frm an an post...
as i would like to share again...

i feel it is well said for Uni life..
sth really true...
sth we shud know...

when we r in Uni, we will only realise:

1. nvr argue with others, as it will bring no gud no matter who is rite or wrg.
2. when u treat someone sincerely doesnt mean u will hav gur returns, and those whom u
neglected are always those who actually care about u.
3. a lot of things u cannot ask for it as many things u can only own it once.
4. a lot of times when u are unhappy, nvr think tht ppl will sympathize u as majority will treat u
coldly. this will only let ppl look down.
5. ppl's characteristics can be so diff tht u would nvr could predicted.
6. u hav to treat urself well as less ppl who really care for u tht will not be ur side when u needed
them, therefore, hav to learn to be independant by taking care of urself.
7. ur results will drop when u do not realise it and u could nvr pick up before ur finals.
8. money is spent quickly as money is needed in everywhere.
9. from now onwards, appreciate those who can hold on to, let go those whom u no longer can
grip on, dun let go a group of frens for only one person.
10. dun lose ur anger to the ppl around u when u are angry, asking or seek for their understanding. they are not ur parents, now u will understand how important is ur parents to
u.
11. u will face a lot of things tht u do not like or could not accept, but tht is none of ur business.
do not need to care or get angry, it does not worth it.
12. u will face a lot of temptation, no matter how, u r u, u hav ur own rules and limit. it is ur
choice.
13. when u learn, u hav to learn how to take it and endure it as only base on intelligence to
handle Uni subj is not as easy as it seems.
14. u will realise when u hav free time, u will feel bored, nth to do where it is no longer the
sae as secondary life where ur time is occupied wisely.
15. over caring bout someone will only hurt urself.
16. u can dun be frens with everyone but u cannot make an enemy. at least still be mates.
17. a lot of people hav thoughts n action tht u might not und or u might not know wat they
are thinking, nvr waste ur time thinking or simply guess, tht will only make u feel tired.
since tht person wanted to keep things personal, just let them be. why make urself
troubled?

agree with this article??
100% agree...

a lot things is out of ur control...
a lot of things we could not predict or care too much...
a lot of things is meant to happen tht way...
a lot of things we shudden make a big fuss...
a lot of things we hav to learn to let go as we gripped too tightly, we will be tired...
a lot of things we shudden see frm one view, why?
(there is a lot of things is nth we could just see or tell by using our eyes..
there is a lot things is not wat it looks...
there is a lot things where explaining just isnt enough...
there is a lot of things is where we had to feel n und by ourselves..)

when we hav diff opinion, we hav to learn to stop and listen
we hav to learn to accept others instead of just following wat u wanted...
this world is bout adapting....
being part of this world is how well u adapt to the environment..
the environment is constantly changing..
we hav to learn to keep up...
adapt to it quickly...
or we will be excluded...

things always has two sides...
is how we look at it...
some might just think wat they think is rite..
some will actually listen to both side only they judge...
some might just ignore n pretend tht it nvr happen...
some dun even wan to be in the prob...
this is all choices...
ur choice to play wat kind of role...
there is no rite or wrg is playing which ever part u wanted to be...
it is ur way in adapting to the environment..
just do more observation rather than always the one talking where u will often neglect wat is actually happening around u...

learn to be quiet sometimes n observe..
u will find out things tht u will nvr know by always talking...

absorb uself ba...
is just my opinion~
nites everyone~

(Diana) <3

very Sweet~~

was having some issues...
but now can say everything is fine alr...

hopefully it will be a gud sign...

glad tht everything did kinda went well..

was so touched today...
saw mum n dad hugged each other...
so sweet~

is like pure support...
so loving..
just a simple touch says it all...
so sweet..
feel so teary tht moment...
is like tht is really wat shud be done...

dun need words...
just an action will do...
so glad...
really happy...

~sweet sweet sweet~

random post...
need to get some sleep...
really tired...
didnt really sleep yest..
nites everyone...
muacks! =P

(Diana) <3

Hmmmm....

shud had a tremendous day...
really had fun...

enjoyed it..
glad tht i had frens around me...

but when i am out...
it bring me back to reality..
telling me tht...
the prob still exist...
tmr is the day...

i hopefully wish everything will will fine...
i always wish for my b'day or when i pray...
wish everyone is in gud health..
always filled with happiness...
i wan this too...
hopefully everything will be fine...

haih....

(Diana) <3

step foot

finally...
stepped foot on the place tht i had been away for quite sometime..

although it has been quite awhile..
but the feeling to be back here...
still feel so familiar...
nth tht makes me feel uncomfortable...
maybe i am just less than an hour away frm home...

so is like a 2nd home to me....

tmr will be an early cls...
which is moral...
=.=
of all the classes...
moral early in the morning...
just wont get into my head...
somemore is a 3 hours lecture...
yish...
really long n tedious lecture...

guess tht's it...
nites everyone...

(Diana) <3

Pray Hard

hope everything run smoothly...

need the strength
need the hope
need the support
need the love

we will stand by u always...
we r in this together...
we will fight this...

dun wrry...

(Diana) <3

Fresh Air

cleaned my room today...
really cleaned it...

pack those books n notes i needed..
n throw the rest..

luving the fresh air now...
feel so gud~

not tht without cleaning no fresh air...
just tht...
it smells different...
everything is very neat now...
all in place...
where i wan it to be...

now i following quite a lot of new series...
too free ady...
nth to do..
but keep up with all the new shows...
recommended to those who is free as me...

Korean series
1. A. N. Jell
2. Iris
3. Take care of the young lady

Taiwan series
1. Next (Xia yi zhan xin fu)
2. Sanguo

Movies
1. The Proposal
2. Turning Point (Laughing Gor)
3. The taking of Pelham 123

thts all la...
haha..
slowly choose ur fav...
all also am following..
nites...
sweet dreams~

(Diana) <3

shud be a gud day...

today....
shud be a gud day...
after i received my results...
but tht is not it...

now cloudiness is over my home..
feel so moody n lifeless..
everyone doesnt seems to be in the mood...

haih...
when this happens...
it is predictable to feel so...
so worried....
but cant do anything..
but to pray tht it is not sth bad...

dun und wat i say?
nvm...
i didnt meant to let u all und though...
just sth..
i need to let it out...
haih....
moody....

(Diana) <3

A Dream~

i just woke up...
sitting down..
mingle a bit with my laptop...

recalling wat exactly happen in my dream...
i rmb it quite clearly..
i wishing it will come true..
sincerely wished for it..

i woke up with three capital letters...
A B C....
wat does it mean??
i dreamt of my results..
it will come out with this three grades...
i thought it would came true...
busy checking the website again...

hoping it will appear this way..
but again it is still blank...

it is still a dream...
only a dream...
which i fantasize wat i want it to be..
days are coming by ...
another few more days...
is back to U again...
not tht i dread going back..
just tht..
always hav to go through this results thing...
before stepping foot into U again...

guess...
i could do nth more but to dream bout it...
having hope inside..
pray hard~~

(Diana) <3

Congratz!!!

finally all the dinners n occasions is over..
am free ady..

really happy for them...
finally having a brother in law officially..
picturess??
cant...
private private.. =P

9 years relationship...
is a long journey for them...
seeing them so sweet together...
really happy for them...

now, they hav this kind of weirdness..
where they no longer could call uncle auntie..
but mum n dad...
still cant changed easily..
feel kinda dunno how to say it out..
LOL...
funny seeing them in tht state...

haih...
results will be out soon..
just checked just now...
so scared when i saw the column final semester result..
yish..
mana tahu...
open is blank...
make my heart skip a beat..
but no matter how..
hav to face it...

in the meantime...
play first....
no point worrying sth tht i could no longer changed...

just back frm airport...
shall take a nap..
woke up too early ady...
nites..

(Diana) <3

Mooncake

Its Mooncake festival...
but really nth special bout this day..

nt tht has special celebration..
just as usual..
going to grandma house to hav dinner..

having mooncake??
yes... a bit of it after dinner..
not really fancy eating mooncake..
as it is sweet...

but ate sth special today....
not didnt eat before..
but just diff cheese n diff wine...
like the combination of both of it...
really did enjoyed...
suit my taste i shud say..

the cheese has some bitter flavor in the end..
like tht taste..
my uncle has so much to offered after dinner..
after this ...
we had tea..
thn mooncake..
in between..
is all tibits n tibits...
most of it ..
he bought it frm diff countries..

making me feel so full...

yawn~~

actually i tried to sleep at 1am..
but i just could not sleep...
i get up n was here typing away...
i feel am used to sleeping late..
sleeping early just could not work yet...
haihz...
really bad habit...
body not listening...
can sleep early also cant sleep...

guess i shall watch some movies..
till i am really tired..

guys, enjoy ur holidays~
either u r in ur hometown or somewhere outside ur comfy place..
may u enjoy every bit of it...
nx wk will be a busy week for me..
will update again soon~
nites~

(Diana) <3

Seoul Garden

This is all pending post...
which alr happen since way way before finals..

but due to lazyiness plus not really free...

now only i post this up...

Seoul Garden..
wonder where??
is just at 1Utama...

to those who luv Korean food..
pay attention..
this is really worth the money..
as it is buffet style...
which has BBQ and steamboat as well...
for only~~~~

Student Meal
Mon-Fri not applicable on Public Holidays (LUNCH only frm 11am-4pm)
RM21.88++ inclusive of free flow drink
* Present buss-pass matriculation or student card before ordering
me n her again... wonder y i am always out with her?? coz we both are willing to spend just to try new food.. especially for buffet promotion~

the choice of our food...

they serve this also... fries.. n the triangle thingy which i luv to order if the restaurant has this..

n this salad was yummy.. hav to try!

so srry, lousy camera.. looks not appetizing rite.. go try urself..

they hav this side small dishes.. like kimchi tht kind..

normal for a korean restaurant..

choices of meat..

wat also got..

i mean the normal, mutton, chicken n beef.. not ostrich deer tht kind la..

close shot..

we BBQ the mushroom too...

taste so nice!

of course put butter on it..

make it more tastier!

when we BBQ till the hot plate was all stick with meat n oil..

we ask to change a new one...

see~

a brand new plate...

like this service..

maybe other place also got..

but it was my 1st time asking to change a new one..

best part of this buffet...

u can make ur own ice kacang...

ermm..

me being unskillful..

my ice kacang looks like a lot of cockroach on it..

instead of kacang..

haha...

the machine is provided there..

u can just put ice into it..

placing ur bowl underneath thn go round n round until u fill ur bowl with ice..

but before tht better put ur ingredients 1st..

if not when is up high...

very hard to put ingredients..

keep dropping..

like wat i did... @.@

any enquiries bout this promotion??

call this number 0377221339

n the last time i checked which is few days ago..

this promotion still going on..

but rmb is only for weekdays frm 11am - 4pm..

it is at 1Utama (1st floor near wong kok cha chan teng there)

can say near one world hotel...

or Soho restaurant there.. take escalator up one floor..

rmb to bring ur student id!

There are other promotion as well..

but this u hav to call to make sure it is still available..

Lunch
Adult RM25.88++Child (12 years old and below) RM16.00++

Dinner
Adult RM35.88++
Child (12 years old and below) RM20.00++

25% discount for Senior Citizen (Age 55 and above)

Kid (9 years and below) dine for FREE on Sunday with every paying adult
Free Flow Drink RM3.88++

Special Birthday Package
- FREE for Birthday person with every 5 paying guests
- 50% for Birthday person with minimum 1 paying guest
- Birthday redemption or ofeer mucst be on the same day


enough of food intro...

my non-stop addiction..
Country Story again..

so far, still haven feel bored with time game yet..

as least not soon..

like the concept of the game~

do not need to do much..

just plant ur seed, harvest.. feed ur animals..

buy stuff n decorate ur garden..

which i enjoy doing it..
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(Diana) <3

what lies in the future ahead?

alr am not gud in studies..

wat more future i would hav after i graduate?

my studies..
come to realise..
i did not really take it seriously...

not serious enough...
for me to really really work hard..
make sure i am fully fully prepared all the time...

although i did really tried my best...
but always..
something, somehow...
will happen...
n take away watever i had planned...
watever i had strive for...

i am a very stubborn person...
not really gud in handling emotions...
especially when i am angry...
i will often scare ppl away...

just now i was just playing wat my birth date meant..
n i find it accurately said..

it says..
yes, i am hardworking n good in studies..
but when i got a degree or sth...
i will not be employed..
or might just do an ordinary job..
but the gud thing is..
i will take care of my family n frens well...

poof...
my future was just hazy enough...
now i really felt...
wat lies ahead...
was not only blurry...
but i do not hav a direction or dreams..
is really marketing my choice??
i not really sure rite now..

going to sg??
am i capable??
too many question marks...
n i do not know the answers to any of them...

(Diana) <3