Feel so sick~

haih..

gloomy day..
once wake up alr get scolding..

bad bad bad day..
head alr very heavy..
throat always itchy...

and yet no one und me..
no one ask or care..

just shoot me..

but...
he shud be angry..
went out whole day..
spend few hours to eat also cannot...

n my stupid assg haven finish..
cant concentrate..

zzzz...
stupid day..
hate!

(Diana) <3

Blogging~

was just looking through blogs..

dunno why..
i am somehow felt glad tht ppl actually blog..

we can actually see and read wat they are feeling..
no matter it is harsh and wat they really meant..

it is somehow wat they are really feeling..

although everyone might act as normal as possible when they meet each other..
but when they blog bout it..
it is It..

some might say tht blog to write bout the ppl around u..
or maybe say sth really rude bout tht particular someone..
it is not rite, u shud not do so..
all this bullshit..

for me..
i feel blogging is a place for me to release my thoughts..
i desperately need a space to let out my feelings...

it is so hard to cover ur true feelings ...
especially acting normal when things are not rite at all...

but when those are been talk or blog about..
they feel they are been humiliated...
why u blog me this and tht..

yea..

who wont feel so..

but we could not stopped others frm blogging..
especially It Is Their Blog...

when we choose to read their blog..
we are only meant to gv comment tht's all..
we could not say anything on how they express and so on...
as we alr choose to be the reader..

we are only to accept it..

haih...
dunno y suddenly say so much ar..
just felt so tht's all..

(Diana) <3

One of My "Blues"

shell..
they often looks nice on the appearance..

they are always shiny..
nice on the surface..
it is nice to touch..
nice to hold..

they hav many colors...
it is easy to attract ppl's attention...
it has many companions..
some will be just beside them..

but underneath..
it is only a fragile little shell..
easily broken once it is hit...

it is like a human's heart..
living in a shell...

so small so fragile..

trying to make the best of it so tht everyday is a better day..

dunno y suddenly so moody...
i am only just a shell....
a shell....

(Diana) <3

Happiness~

happiness is easy to get...
anytime anywhere...
as long as u urself are positive..
it is in the tip of ur hand..

ur everyday is a happy day...

i luv the environment of happiness..
the simplest...
with a bunch of frens that are crazy...

it is simple to hear laughters..

i like my life now..

hopefully it does not end so soon..
time is ticking..
graduating is coming real soon..

working life will be just glimpse of an eye..

better make full use of wat i can enjoy now..
i wan to enjoy to the max!

u all shud too~
u will be missing this soon...

(Diana) <3

Too Free ady~~

when i am too free..
i will simply think of stuff..

especially when i was sleeping..

didnt wan to think wan ar..
but also kept coming in...

i think of my grandma...
how i was always left behind just to accompany her..
n my siblings always get to go out...
but always is me left behind...

according to them i think...
they feel i can take care of her..
but who wans to be Always taking care...
how gud am i ....
also hav limit...

started all those recalling in my head..
haihz..

really too free ady...
go n think all this stupid stuff...
somemore is my late grandma...
stupid stupid stupid..
make me angry of my mum alr...
haih...
stupid me..

ok la..
tht wan dun care....
wan to distract myself with some other things..

y so free leh?
two assg done lo..
mid term over ady lo..

left with one assg and thesis haven even start yet..
not really free also..
just haven start any of this...
been schedulling nx wk shopping time tim..
gud gud..
been longing for the korean buffet ady...
and if possible bak kut teh can try also..
who wan go?
register here pls...
haha..

k lo..

really too sien ady...
kept playing games and watching movies only..
sien shi wo...
go back to my rountine ba..
nth to do also..
bb...

(Diana) <3

Pain Pain Pain~

went for dentist appointment today...

initial obj is to get a skaling done..

through tht process...
is actually quite comfortable..
enjoying actually...

but the water tht the stupid nurse holding..
kept splashing on my face...
geram betul..
n i am wearing my specs on..

after the skaling..
i even went to the bathroom to wash my face..
yucks..
imagine blood plus water on my face..
ewww~~~

my specs is full of blood spots somemore..
eww eww~~

the story dun ends here..
i need to do a X-ray somemore..
which cause me RM70...

ended up one of my big teeth...
was rooted in a sleeping way..
meaning vertical way..
usually it shud be a standing position..
but this particular one was sleeping position..
where the root was vertical..

the dentist suggest to pull it off..
afraid it might hurt the rest..
pushing the rest..
says need surgery...??
i heard surgery also like huh??

she really gud in scaring..
is just pulling off..
but just by professionals..

in the end..
my decision is not to do anything with my tooth..
reason very simple..
no money lo..
somemore i wish to go for whitening..
which is 1k plus...

@.@ faint *.*
can dun wish anymore..
so expensive..

let it root there..
dun care..

as skaling plus the stupid x-ray alr cost me RM190...
alr no money..
haih haih..

who ask my teeth was so unhealthy..
regret tim~

(Diana) <3

Angels around Us

Just watched a movie...
i dun even know wat it is called..

but it is a movie bout this girl Geralyn...
where her life was perfect and wonderful..
and was preparing herself to hav baby...

but life wasnt smooth for her..
on her 20's...
she found three lumps on her breast...
she took a lot of test..
memogram, biopsi..
watever needed...

the result shown she has breast cancer..

she has two choices..
which she went to diff opinion from seven doctors..
everything is base on her desicion..
her hav her breast cut off or go for chemo...

she was lost...
and even consulted psychologist as her stress arise..

but her family, friends and her husband..
was really supportive...
asking her not to gv up..

she took charge of her life..
not waiting anything to fall upon..
she did all the research she could..
list out the things and outcomes on which decision she took...
n came out with sth tht she would wan...

she Goes for the treatments..
her hair fall each and everyday..
n vomit after every treatment...
but she did not gv up life just tht way...

along the way...
she met angels..
Angels that tells her to keep going on...
all this angels is just around her...

some told her tht they had cancer too...
even a taxi driver told her tht he had testical cancer but he recovered..
when she took leave frm her boss which in her mind she is the Goddess..
her boss told her tht she had breast cancer too..
n recover alr..

as a lady...
we always fear someday...
maybe u will get one of this..
but this lady here...
she recovered in the end..
had her hair grown back...

and she even made a breast implant..
and tattooed wings covered with loves instead of nipples...
she is even brave to go for a photo shoot tht shows other ladies not to gv up but to fight this cancer...


n all this while...

something tht makes her feel brave...

is only a...
red lipstick...
this is wat gives her strength and courage...

find out wat makes u feel confident and brave..

for me is my heels..
with heels i feel more confident...

(Diana) <3

Absolutely Reasonable!

actually is more than reasonable..
is very cheap..

only RM5 per person from 11am-2pm...

wat i am saying?
Neway promotion..

just went only...
realy cheap cheap...
and plus they give lunch..
which is exactly like wat Ms had say..
if u all are paying attention in cls..
u will know tht she mentioned before..

but as wat she says..
better dun bring lots of ppl..
as is only for 3 hours...

it is really really WORTH the price..

the buffet K-lunch given is Toast bread..
Three types of Porridge which are, chicken, fish and preserved egg (皮蛋）
thn they hav salads and fruits..
and sausage mushroom soup and some chinese soup...

u can keep taking an eat until u are really full..
those who had budget...
is best to go this time as u can save ur lunch...
coz u will be too full to eat others things alr...


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Next, bought sth tht i wanted for quite some time alr..
it is for Uni purposes..
can wear to U alr..
especially gud during rainy days..


like the color~~~

Nx...

guess wat is this...???

haha, a mobile little fan...

also wanted to buy long time ago..

it will be absolute useful especially the weather is really hot...

will be taking everywhere i go...

haha..

ok..

enough of updates on myself..

hav to update myself on other stuff..

like two mid-terms nx wk...

plus a deadline assg...

plus a presentation..

plus a coming General meeting...

plus a dentist appointment..

plus getting my report back..

plus a dinner on friday(opening house)...

plus a dinner on sat (wedding dinner)...

kill me pls..

like rite now..

so much to do...

just kidding...

wont die wan....

just tired only...

ok, i wan go bother someone else alr..

bb

(Diana) <3

Not smooth ~

the 1st mid-term..
not smooth at all...

can only say...
wat i had read has not been any use..
dunno which to apply..

later know the real answer...
felt so frust...
haih..
one word-angry!

16 marks gone..
presentation alr not smooth...
zzz...
hate her..
herh!
geram ...
lol..
put the blame on others..

k la, my fault my fault...
haih..
stupid brain..

i wan play game..
i wan watch movie..
i wan fang si!
blek!

(Diana) <3

223 post

after a blink of an eye..
i alr reach 223 post...

nth to update actually...
i feel i am always bz..
but actually dunno wat i am bz about....

but i know one thing is...
i haven finish reading my MADM...
haih...
can die ady...
tmr got group discussion...

tues morning 8am will be the mid term alr...
n it is 7 chap...
and worst still...
it is 16 marks for a mid term...

y so much...
last sem also not that much marks...
this sem, it was a lot...
and MADM was not exactly easy..
recalling answering the case study for tutorial also tough ady...

better keep up to time n try to finish as much as possible...
my time is running short alr...

gud luck guys..=)

(Diana) <3

Autobots vs Decepticons~

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luv this movie!
really superb nice n funny!
luv tht it had added funny part in it..

although there is much more robots than the 1st...
a bit confusing to differentiate who is megatron as they are all in silver..
lol...

had an urge to buy the models of optimus prime n bumble bee...
but heard of the price...
quite exp...
currently no money...
shall leave this wish behind thn...

hav to focus on assg n thesis alr...

looking forward to Ice Age 3 alr..
is a must watch also...

opps, suddenly rmb hav to meet black pearl tmr..
yaiks... hopefully is not asking me to do or participate sth..
definitely a NO to her...


(Diana) <3