So called a "Day"

many things can happen in a day....
which i would not know how would i face those future happenings...

this particular day...
i just can say....
sudden bad mood keep clouding me whole day...
everything seems not smooth...
one thing 2 thing still can accept...
when this numbers keep increasing...
no matter how u see it...
it is sth..

even seeing frens around me...
smiling, laughing...
planning there cny holidays...
or maybe where they are going later....
i could not really sincerely smile....
somehow there is sth bugging me...
making me felt so down....

worst still when i am bitten ....
so geram...
nvr thought frens can play till this extend...
but forget bout it...
its over...

just 2 more days... cny is coming...
as few years back...
cny to me is like normal days...
diff thing is can get angpau and gamble only...
the rest nth much...
but this cny holiday is no holiday at all...
the following wk after cny...
is pack again with assignments, meetings, mid term....
and not forgetting grooming event....
haihz...

and btw...
to somebody :

i did not take revenge or ur so called "revenge", i really do forgot bout my duty...
and i did not purposely forgot to bring the paper work u needed.. if u still feel i am taking revenge... i hav nth to say... it is wat u think... and the thing tht i do not wan to talk... is not totally bout u... and i really did done watever i need to do by myself without ur help... is just tht i do not wan to talk... tht's all...

p/s: i get to sit on my dream car!! BMW!!!
i really do wan a BMW!! will work hard for it!

(Diana) <3

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such a tedious week...
just 1st day of the week, so tiring...
tutorials not doing...
cls can even skipped as there are so much to do for society...
somemore not everything seems as smooth as it shud be....

lucky cny is around the corner...
meaning there will be at least a short holiday...
guddy guddy!

faster end this wkk!!!
i wan holiday!!!

(Diana) <3

an oncoming "mad" wk

Just the thought of nx wk's schedule....
which is tmr.....
make me woke up frm my sleep....

so much things to do n yet limited time given....
this sem's timetable was not as gud as previous few sems...
especially early in the morning woke up alr..
at nite still hav cls.... till 8.00pm...
grrr.... hate this kind of timing....

besides havig the same things as my clsmate....
thesis, ass and tutorials...
basically wat i had in additional...
is frm my society....
nx wk hav to open booth...
which mean duty....
thn got group discussion...
tutorial presentation...
thn got loads of meetings for diff events...
meeting ms sevanes....
aiks..
but also gud thing now faster finish....
if not after CNY....
lagi wont hav the mood to do....

one event not going so smooth...
did a terrible mistake...
hopefully will get a better solution...

how come mkt so fast got thesis..
like suddenly a bomb drop to our comfort zone...
so fast....
especially in this long sem...
where need to cope with so many subjs....
1st time doing this....
hope we could make it rite....
as we do it rite n properly now...
we would not be suffering nx sem...
where we need to cont with the rest of chaps....
good luck to my teammates...

better sleep more....
later only wrry...
lucky this wk can go home....
but washing machine spoilt ady...
haihz...
zhen sui!

(Diana) <3

wat u see or wat u think isn't always true as it seems

just this 1st wk...
there is so many things to handle...
especially the subjs...
which is extremely hard...
and when it comes to assignment groups...

everyone seems thinking of themselves 1st..
including me as well..
honestly speaking...
who in the world will not think of themself if...
they themselve could not even handle the ass without ..
certain ppl tht is "pro"?
yea, some might think y tht certain person so selfish?
everyone is same clsmate...
but in other hand...
if u r in this situation...
where u r comfortably hav ur own teams...
will u step out of ur comfort zone to help others?

if u really do...
is it really tht easy as saying?
how many things u hav to think beforehand?
this is not an assignment which after one sem...
u all can forget bout it...
is bout long term wise....
not to say if u dun like each other...
u will be able to change easily nor u hav anyone to change with...

i too admit tht i did not do well in handling every situations...
ppl might think me this this this...
y so selfish this n tht...
but actually internally...
do u know every detail?
or is it wat u saw frm appearance?
n u start to judge judge judge?
making assumptions on ur own?

on certain groups with certain amounts of ppl...
we hav to make sacrifices in cutting or adding...
like it or not...
we hav to do it...
and becoz of tht..
we start to hav conflict...
or maybe those left outs all worrying....
of course if i am in their position...
i will scare like hell..
dunno wat to do...
and of course angry as well...
y no one wants me?
and i will start thinking...
is this becoz of my problem?
y ppl wan them but not me?

wat u see or wat u think isnt always true as it seems...
think again...
or maybe think on other ppl's side instead of ur own...
it is both ways...
where no definite one side is wrg as it serve in both ways....
thinking on other's behalf will actually make things
easier to und and will know tht actually..
others do hav their reasons behind...

and today is a ssuuuuuuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkksssssssss dddaaaaaayyy
just for today it will be a sucks day for everyone...
including me...
no great day for me today....

(Diana) <3

Long Long Day~~~~

today is a tired day...
but compare to those had four classes and another meeting continously....
mine shud be much better than them...
haha, but all in all...
today is a grrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaattttttttt ddaaaayyy!!!!

dunno y after the camp...
everything seems easy to conquer...
and more willing to sacrifice...
less complains....
this 2 days...
morning cls...
i no longer taking my own sweet time...
once i see the time, i straight wake up...
go to clss... really trying to pay each and everything tht lecturer or tutor say.....
i kinda like the way i am rite now...
change in small steps...
in small things..
even in cls...
some of my clsmates tht attended this camp..
will great each other a great day....
and sometimes applying wat mr. Ng thought us in camp!

i hope this is not just hangat hangat tahi ayam...
as we r just few days after camp...
all might still in camp mood...
best way is we keep reminding each other wat we learnt ...
and in times spread a bit a bit to frens around us...
everyone will enjoy each day...

after the meeting...
i felt we r so much stronger as a society...
we talk talk n talk....
we share everything with laughters...
everyone cant stop to share a bit of everything....
and wanting someone to listen...
so many bz in conversation...
watever is it....
i am glad we are making small steps changes..
but to me it is a major steps of changes...
when we enjoy it..
we get to communicate well with each other...
everything will be smoother in ways....

to a particular person....
i und tht u r tired n everything...
especially when we in turns pin pointing u r not doing this this this...
or y u do this this this....
to me now...
i felt y now still thinking of the past...
yes...
we might hav start off very weak...
not communicating well, lack of commitment, judging this judging tht...
but RMB ONE THING very CLEARLY!
U R NOT ALONE...
bear this in mind
U R NOT ALONE
watver u face or maybe u think we r part of it...
tell us, we wan to share everything with u...
but in return, u shud share urs to us...
let us und wat r u going through...
y u feel this...
anything u r discomfort??
or maybe we did not paid enough attention on u?

after this camp, i am so much more confident tht we could work well as a society...
and wth...
it is for this 3 months...
r we tht scary till u could not even bear with us for this 3 months?
y not just gv all of us a chance...
let us actually do sth as a society...
where we r much more committed rite now...
just a word, we will be there for u!
definitely!
(but dun la last minute punya... hard to follow la, hehe)

its a long long day....
let tmr be a better day!
everybody say uhhh-ahhh, uhhh-ahhhh, uhhh-ahhh, unbelievables!
everybody say champ, u say pion, champ-pion, champ-pion, champ~~~~ pion!
i say pro, u are pro, we are~~~ pro pro!
who's in the house? GODLIKE! who's in the house? GODLIKE!

(Diana) <3

Great Day everyone!

Itsssssssssss A Grreeeeeeaaaat Dayyy!!!
wuga shaka wuga shaka GODLIKE!!
haha, still in camp mood...

but now got settle down a bit ady...
getting used to the timetables...
which is not really tht gud...
hate the part where the cls is at evening 6.00pm...
till of course 8.00pm...
and my cls rep Nic is leaving to pursue another course in Monash...
all the best to u Nic, i am sure u will eventually find a course which u really like
and besides santhawan is there to acc u... but still keep in touch k...
i mean through bloggy.. haha
other than tht, i am enjoying this new sem....
especially frm wat i learnt frm the camp....

but one part i dun like bout the camp....
is it made me dark!!
grrrr... very hard to become fair again....
especially cny is around the corner...
but i will gonna live with it...
haha, a dark one shud be a change...

btw, i am still crazy of this Pet Society...
mabuk gila...
always log in play non-stop....
haha...
luv my pet so much...

later after my 8.00pm cls...
will hav a meeting rite after tht...
hopefully this meeting turn out well...
till thn...
back to my pet society...
tata...

(Diana) <3

A FRESH start

Its an amazing feeling after coming back from a camp....
a camp which i was really reluctant to go ...
or in another bad way of saying it...
forced to go...
is not tht i do not like this camp or hav any bad feeling to any of the comm...
just tht i felt so uncomfortable tht i do not hav a choice in going or not...

but all in all....
tht is a PAST...
i am really GLAD i went to this camp..
especially with a wonderful speaker-Mr.Ng whom alr coming 68 years old...

to me this is a motivating camp...
can enjoy as well as absorb knowledge..
the thing i rmbered well is
-do not do the minimum, DO THE MAXIMUM
-Sharing is caring
-is not bout winning, is completing the obj although it meant helping each other team..
-dont underestimate anybody
-nth is impossible if u imagine, believe and concentrate on it..
-supporting each other no matter u know them or not...
-a simple encouragement can motivate ppl..
-time and money management
& of course enjoy to the max..

but all of this, if u took no initiative to participate or be in the group meaning commited...
u wont feel u had learnt anything...

tmr is a brand new semester...
a fresh start for everyone...
i shall apply wat i had learnt frm the camp...
and change step by step...
encourage my frens around me...
sharing my experience in this camp...
and hopefully we will have yet another camp from CDS again!

everybody say uhh-ahh~~~~ uhh-ahh~~~say uhh-ahhh~~uhh-ahh~(u-n-b-e-l-i-e-v-a-b-l-e)
when u say champ, we say pion, champ, pion, champ, pion, champ~~~ pion!
everybody say i am pro, u are pro, we are pro pro!
who's in the house? GODLIKE! who's in the house? GODLIKE!
(this is the 4 teams cheers, the caps one of course is my team, GODLIKE, hehe)

wuga shaka wuga shaka ooOOOOOOoooooo~~~~ GODLIKE!

applause ~ applause~ applause~ =p

p/s: today i actually went in to a the male's toilet without realising it until i thought y i saw mans inside... gosh.. so embarassing... blush ~ blush~ , haha.. the man saw me look at me one kind..)

(Diana) <3

"Cating" one part of my house...

today once woke up...
i was desperately finding for toilet roll...
all the toilet roll dunno gone where...
haha...
of course i need it for the loo~~

thn...
my mum was on a chair painting the iron room...
aiks~~
i was like....
haih.. hav to help paint as well...

so long didnt paint anything alr...
good feeling to repaint sth tht is not so nice to be nice nice nice!
LOL...

tmr going to camp alr....
not really looking forward...
but at the same time....
maybe it will be fun...
but with this current news i get...
maybe can be fun but not so fun??
aiks~~
i also dunno wat i am saying...

haih...
i can just say...
this is not the best way to settle things...
how hard is it also...
there shud be other way...
hope this will turn out better as it shud be....

(Diana) <3

"Come" & "Go"

is good for all my siblings to be back here...
although it is for 2 days....
it is so much easier to pass time compare to days when i am left alone with my mum...
with them, everything seems merrier...
always time was occupied with sth....

but gud times...
always dun last long...
a moment they are still here, now they are back to where they always do their daily routine...
work or study....

when they are back....
mum n dad will plan this n tht for them...
breakfast, lunch and dinners...
wat they might need....
early morning go market to buy vege...
wat also fast fast fast....
i alr used to their "Come" & "go"
despite the short period....
i am glad they still made an effort to be back...
at least i could spend some time with them....

and one thing i hate now is...
i am not allow to follow them to the bus station...
as the law requires everyone to put on their safety belt....
grrr.....
becoz of this law...
no more squeezing in one car...
geram betul!
>.<

(Diana) <3

the first day of 2009

woke up at 1sth in the afternoon....
been asked to wake up so tht we could hav lunch 2gether....

1st plan wanted to go 1U for Sushi Zanmai...
but considering the massive jam in 1U...
finally we change our route to Bangsar instead...
Indian rice in Nirvana....
its nice but pricy and pack with ppl...
n even so the parking there was really hard to get....

after lunch...
walk in to Bangsar Village to shop..
not exactly shop also as there are so exp...
so see see...
walk walk...
just bought magazine only...
walk till 5sth...

change venue to 1U....
finally back to 1st plan...
dad wanna avoid the jam...
decide to park in One World hotel...
need to walk a bit but still fine to me...

1U was really packed with ppl...
n it seems everywhere is the same...
Bangsar or Midvalley or maybe other shopping malls...
packed with ppl....
who says the economy is bad??
i wonder...
all this humans squeezing in the malls ....
grabbing clothes...
the queue for cashier was long...
not to mention restaurants are also packed with ppl....
everywhere is heads...

i am not a fan of this much crowds...
rather be at home...
but with family...
its not too bad...

things tht i hope to change for this year around...
1st - slim down
2nd- time management
3rd- try to be more hardworking
4th- dun complain so much... do more instead (ended up wont work...)
5th- be more attentive... dun be so ignorant...
6th- better get ur butt out of home... always stay at home will make u out of touch with the outside world...
7th- someone get me a bf?? (LOL kidding)

i miss my pet pet.... how come i cant load the page!!
so geram... i wan to play pet society....
haihz...

(Diana) <3

Its 2009!!

Hearing the fireworks...
clock strikes 12....

Its a New Year to everyone!!
just at home...
passing through this year...
clicking through the channels...
even saw a few secondary mates in TV...
the 8tv channel where Rina and Fat Phabes (dunno speel correctly or not)
they are there cheering and having fun...

Wish everyone a Happy New Year with a good year ahead!
Happy 2009!

(Diana) <3