wat u see or wat u think isn't always true as it seems

just this 1st wk...
there is so many things to handle...
especially the subjs...
which is extremely hard...
and when it comes to assignment groups...

everyone seems thinking of themselves 1st..
including me as well..
honestly speaking...
who in the world will not think of themself if...
they themselve could not even handle the ass without ..
certain ppl tht is "pro"?
yea, some might think y tht certain person so selfish?
everyone is same clsmate...
but in other hand...
if u r in this situation...
where u r comfortably hav ur own teams...
will u step out of ur comfort zone to help others?

if u really do...
is it really tht easy as saying?
how many things u hav to think beforehand?
this is not an assignment which after one sem...
u all can forget bout it...
is bout long term wise....
not to say if u dun like each other...
u will be able to change easily nor u hav anyone to change with...

i too admit tht i did not do well in handling every situations...
ppl might think me this this this...
y so selfish this n tht...
but actually internally...
do u know every detail?
or is it wat u saw frm appearance?
n u start to judge judge judge?
making assumptions on ur own?

on certain groups with certain amounts of ppl...
we hav to make sacrifices in cutting or adding...
like it or not...
we hav to do it...
and becoz of tht..
we start to hav conflict...
or maybe those left outs all worrying....
of course if i am in their position...
i will scare like hell..
dunno wat to do...
and of course angry as well...
y no one wants me?
and i will start thinking...
is this becoz of my problem?
y ppl wan them but not me?

wat u see or wat u think isnt always true as it seems...
think again...
or maybe think on other ppl's side instead of ur own...
it is both ways...
where no definite one side is wrg as it serve in both ways....
thinking on other's behalf will actually make things
easier to und and will know tht actually..
others do hav their reasons behind...

and today is a ssuuuuuuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkksssssssss dddaaaaaayyy
just for today it will be a sucks day for everyone...
including me...
no great day for me today....

(Diana) <3