Complain is just my another nature....

Y I hav been complaining a lot?
Complaining in too many things tht make me num….
n make u readers num as well….
Hearing me complaining this n tht….
Maybe I am closed up in my this comfy and safe place…
not exposing myself too much on the outside world…

as in I would not get the chance to really go out with frens…
or getting involved in any of those activities….
Frenless ppl like me will just hav to stay home n grumble…..
facing all walls…
Wat more can I say but complaining….

Furthermore, all my siblings are not around….
I am left alone with my mum all day long….
N without knowing wat to say ….
Or maybe there is nth so much to say or made it into conversation….
Tht is y…
Without communication… conflict arises like a spark of fire…
suddenly appear in no where…
n u do not hav the warning signal….
Telling u tht danger is coming….

See… I am complaining yet again…..
wat more else I could do…..
I really do not know….
Haih… this will be a “long long” holiday

n btw...
it is freaking early for me to blog this....
this is the 1st time awaking in this early hours....
and actually posting sth...
and when i am actually very tired after my bbq nite with frens...
guess my alert mind wants my tired body to do sth...

(Diana) <3