blur.. so blur...

yest was just another normal day...
back at sg long home...
everyone does their own thing...


my housemates always will be in the hall...
all hav their lappys on the table...
although we r really "close" to each other..
meaning sitting really close to each other...
but we only talk when a question is asked..
or sth interesting tht a particualr person is watching..
we might group around n watch together..

sometimes somebody will start a topic tht is interesting..
the rest tht has the same interest will join in the conversation..
this routine is happening each day...
always the same..
nth much difference...

when it comes to dinner...
although we r a "family" here..
we go seperate ways...
all hav their own date or partner to eat with...
when there is some program on...
like movie or karaoke..
all hav their certain group of frens to mix with...

although we do much of the things independently with our diff frens...
but somehow..
it is a fade tht bring us together in living under one roof..

very fast...
another few more wks...
this so called a home place...
will be left with no one...
no more laughter, noise, chattering....
everything will be left like no one had stayed here before...

so fast everything happens...

yet now so afraid to lose everything now...
the freedom here...
the much freedom tht watever u do...
is on ur own time..
on ur own space...

besides freedom...
is the companion of frens..
no matter clsmates or housemates..
we will soon one day part our own ways...
walk diff paths..
go to diff countries...
maybe some proceed to diff Uni..
further their studies..
sooner or later...
the working life starts...

but my mind is blank..
blank with wat i wan..
i knew i wan to work..
n is a must to work...
but i do not know where shud i start...
resume??
career day didnt even bother to asked around...

although it seems ignorant...
is just dunno where to start..
wat shud i do 1st..
no one is directing me...
but just asking wat is my plan???
i am still a blur....

(Diana) <3

Bai Quan

recently too free ady
dunno wat can i do...

waiting for sth to drop on my head...

just watched Bai Quan..
somehow i feel i will be like her one day...
or maybe now alr partly is...

guys also like girls has small voice, nice face..
nice figure, talk softly...

hmmm...
mong huan...
ow xiang jued..
is only an imagination place...
i need to mong huan until when ne???

the answers lies somewhere in the future...
no answer...

haih..

(Diana) <3

Abandon Sanctuary

long time since i wanted to leave this blog...

nvr even come to take a look,
nor even i browse other blogs...

wat i hav been doing??
nth much, just wat a Uni student hav to do in Uni life..
assg, mid-term, presentation, finals...
n the circle goes again n again..

suddenly kinda miss my bloggy..
so i revisit my little sanctuary again..

i rmb the 1st day i made this blog..
i was actually troubled with sth related to my house in sg long...
so troubled..
tht i hav no where to really tell it out..
i made my little blog here..
frm thn onwards..

this blog became my place to release my anger, complaints n unhappiness...
rather than a blog tht share happiness..
i do not really post about outings..
wat i hav been doing lately..
i often blog when i feel unhappy...
or sth was really troubling me..

now..
currently...
there is not much worries..

rather wat is the future ahead...
kinda worries me..
i alr had a path...
prepared for me...
but i am still not set to really go for it...
maybe is not tht moment yet..

but the moment is alr coming soon..
really soon to be coming..
alr graduating real soon...

hope time could last longer in Uni...
being a student is much better than working..
more freedom, more time...
more lazing, more playing, more fun...
work will only constraint all this...

but shut tht working life away 1st..
as most of u all might further study..
haih..
apart~
diff path~
so blur future~

(Diana) <3

Being an Adult

when we grew older...
everything around us begin to change..

either physically or mentally...
somehow everything is changing..
it is no longer the way it is...

a family can be together at a time..
but when the children grew older..
they had diff thinking..
diff ambition..
they hav much to seek especially freedom..

nowadays,
it is hard to get together as a family...
as the family members is just not complete...
some alr in overseas working, studying..
or maybe having a family there alr...

mostly..
the parents will be left alone at home...
without their children with them...

although it might be for the living..
u seek better opportunities outside ur country..
as ur country could no longer serve ur needs..
ppl start to seek otherwise..
much more chances out there...
they willing to travel, be away frm home..
to get a better living...
more benefits...

but at home..
parents stay put where they are...
waiting..
waiting someday tht their children will return home..
just be with them...
as a companion...
no matter wat u r doing...
parents just wans u to be around...
it always makes a difference...

with more ppl around...
is a different thing...

i am so called adult ady...
wat i planned ahead...
i dunno is it the best...
may god lead me to the right path..
for i dun wan to regret the steps i take now...

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(Diana) <3

Back to Reality

really wish tht this CNY cont like forever..
dun need to go back to reality..

where there is a lot of work awaiting ahead...

but it is nice to retreat frm all the worries behind a little while..
although it is such a short period of time..

is better than none at all...

so many things left to do....
none is completed yet so far...

time to wake up alr...
its alr in front of us..

we shall fight hard for this last sem..
our last time together in this Uni...
no second chances..
only last time..
thn we will go our seperate ways...

we shall enjoy to the max...

p/s: in the meantime..
join CashPro, is really an easy way to earn money, just subscribe for free, thn read emails to get paid, is really tht easy.. hav posted the link on top of my blog, click on it, and it will direct u wat to do... n lastly, Happy CNY guys...

(Diana) <3

Cash Pro

long time didnt log in alr..
was just looking at Jing Yi's blog..

a bit outdated on wat is happening in blog life alr..
saw bout this Cash Pro~

not bad..
i see before a lot of ways to earn money..

but so far..
this shud be simplest..
by just reading ads u like according to wat u select in the form..

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(adopted frm Jing Yi's blog)
can read her blog for more info on this Cash Pro.. =)

an easy way to earn money..
n most importantly it is Singapore dollar..

start registering now..
u can click on the link or on the banner on my blog~ =)

p/s : dunno y cant put the link on my blog..
can simply click on the banner on my blog...

happy earning money~

(Diana) <3

Misses home alr

although i am not far away frm home..

but start to miss home alr..

although my home was really messy and dusty..
but it is still nice to be at home..
i can feel tht my parents is lonely..
not tht with me it makes much difference..

but is like there is a difference with just them two..
often when i sit at the car back seat...
i look at there backs..
seeing...
wondering..
they are alr old..
i am big enough..
to actually start taking care of them..
instead of them taking care of me..

seeing them waking up early in the morning..
doing things together..
jogging..
eating breakfast..
wat also doing together...
although it is normal simple daily life..
but it is nice for them to be together..
everything doing together..

guess..
i am luckier than most of u..
i get to go back home soon..
hahaha..
=P

tmr will be a brand new day?
wat is ahead??
not sure..
hav to add oil as usual..
nites guys..
hugs~

(Diana) <3