Just another 'Particular' day

Nvr thought i would need to blog again..

when i start blogging, is days when i felt so hard to content my feelings and thoughts but have to just share it out to release my stress...

Lately, joined a very gud company indeed, i am quite blessed to have this opportunity..
Luving the job, luving the environment and the opportunity as well..
But certain things does not always happen the way u want..
Certain things just not under ur control..

Guess this is just part of working life...
compromising, working with others..
i learnt the hard way..
getting scolded, looking stupid when they just tell u off...
is just part of the industry i guess..
the norm, where everyone hav to go thru to be gud at it...

i am prepared for all this..
but of course i am still human..
being warm blood and all..
still felt pissed, frustrated...
but work is still work..
i can't pull a long face for long, as this job is a long term thing..

Passion is it tht big enough? big enough to even blind urself tht u are actually well paid??

The amount of stress, the amount of workload.. just not enough for meager income..

Urghhh... still felt like i am still in the office..
cant breath..
n worst still, i cant realli trust anyone where someone can listen to me..
felt so miserable..

am so thankful tmr is weekend...
at least i would not need to see their faces just for a bit..
am freaking pissed bout it alr..
realli need to breath from it...

haihs..
felt so lost rite now...

(Diana) <3