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The "Space" For Me

Problems....
There are always one,
How we solve & face it,
is a matter of fact how much we want this thing to continue,
want a both side happy ending or just selfishly thinking of him or herself....
But this depends on how u think of it, nth is definitely right and wrong, tolerance and patience not many people can achieved in a balance....
Me too, is an ordinary person with different thinking with many of u, and i do hav my limits towards things tht i despise. By sharing my thoughts, it is a release for me to keep my life in a more positive way... Welcome everyone! =)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

blur.. so blur...

yest was just another normal day...
back at sg long home...
everyone does their own thing...


my housemates always will be in the hall...
all hav their lappys on the table...
although we r really "close" to each other..
meaning sitting really close to each other...
but we only talk when a question is asked..
or sth interesting tht a particualr person is watching..
we might group around n watch together..

sometimes somebody will start a topic tht is interesting..
the rest tht has the same interest will join in the conversation..
this routine is happening each day...
always the same..
nth much difference...

when it comes to dinner...
although we r a "family" here..
we go seperate ways...
all hav their own date or partner to eat with...
when there is some program on...
like movie or karaoke..
all hav their certain group of frens to mix with...

although we do much of the things independently with our diff frens...
but somehow..
it is a fade tht bring us together in living under one roof..

very fast...
another few more wks...
this so called a home place...
will be left with no one...
no more laughter, noise, chattering....
everything will be left like no one had stayed here before...

so fast everything happens...

yet now so afraid to lose everything now...
the freedom here...
the much freedom tht watever u do...
is on ur own time..
on ur own space...

besides freedom...
is the companion of frens..
no matter clsmates or housemates..
we will soon one day part our own ways...
walk diff paths..
go to diff countries...
maybe some proceed to diff Uni..
further their studies..
sooner or later...
the working life starts...

but my mind is blank..
blank with wat i wan..
i knew i wan to work..
n is a must to work...
but i do not know where shud i start...
resume??
career day didnt even bother to asked around...

although it seems ignorant...
is just dunno where to start..
wat shud i do 1st..
no one is directing me...
but just asking wat is my plan???
i am still a blur....

(Diana) <3

Monday, March 29, 2010

Bai Quan

recently too free ady
dunno wat can i do...

waiting for sth to drop on my head...

just watched Bai Quan..
somehow i feel i will be like her one day...
or maybe now alr partly is...

guys also like girls has small voice, nice face..
nice figure, talk softly...

hmmm...
mong huan...
ow xiang jued..
is only an imagination place...
i need to mong huan until when ne???

the answers lies somewhere in the future...
no answer...

haih..

(Diana) <3

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Abandon Sanctuary

long time since i wanted to leave this blog...

nvr even come to take a look,
nor even i browse other blogs...

wat i hav been doing??
nth much, just wat a Uni student hav to do in Uni life..
assg, mid-term, presentation, finals...
n the circle goes again n again..

suddenly kinda miss my bloggy..
so i revisit my little sanctuary again..

i rmb the 1st day i made this blog..
i was actually troubled with sth related to my house in sg long...
so troubled..
tht i hav no where to really tell it out..
i made my little blog here..
frm thn onwards..

this blog became my place to release my anger, complaints n unhappiness...
rather than a blog tht share happiness..
i do not really post about outings..
wat i hav been doing lately..
i often blog when i feel unhappy...
or sth was really troubling me..

now..
currently...
there is not much worries..

rather wat is the future ahead...
kinda worries me..
i alr had a path...
prepared for me...
but i am still not set to really go for it...
maybe is not tht moment yet..

but the moment is alr coming soon..
really soon to be coming..
alr graduating real soon...

hope time could last longer in Uni...
being a student is much better than working..
more freedom, more time...
more lazing, more playing, more fun...
work will only constraint all this...

but shut tht working life away 1st..
as most of u all might further study..
haih..
apart~
diff path~
so blur future~

(Diana) <3