another failure

i wan to be positive...
i dun wan to think bout it...
but wat i hope for a gud ending..
did not happen to me...

yest nite...
i was quite confident..
everything i memorised...
but today....
didnt manage to apply any of it...
my mind is blank...
dunno wat to write..

heart alr thinking...
i am failing again..
alr had the urge to gv up...

again..
another failure..
under the same lecturer....
omg...
i pray n pray not to see him again...
but it is quite impossible....

yest even think of wat to post here..
my title for my post...
shud be past tense...
saying bout how my finals had over...
n i finally finished everything in a gud ending...

now...
this dun even happened alr...
i really no mood...

but there is no point...
i could do no more.
make no ammendments..
guess....
i shall just go out as planned...
there is really nth i could do ady.......

haih...
y i always hav to haih..
y cant i say sth positive like yeah! i finally finish exam..
i really could not bring myself to be happy...
idiotic ending..
hate him! crazy buffalo!

(Diana) <3