``Insecure``

just came back from steamboat...
on the way home...

felt so insecure...
keep having this thinking...
something is going to go wrong...
either the car got prob..
or my parents at home is in trouble...

keep having this thoughts...
keep thinking making me feel so scared...
came back home alr...
while opening my door...
i dunno y it could not budge...
it make my heart stop awhile..
after a hard push, it opened..
i so scared there s sth wrg...
or someone is in my house...
preparing to attack..
or maybe a gud side..
is my parents lock me out...

zzzz...
back to my room...
also dun feel save at all...
while bathing..
also thinking...
whether anyone hide in my wardrobe...
zzzz...
dunno wat i am thinking...
came out frm the bathroom...
felt so scared...

suddenly my hp rang...
scared the hell out of me....
thinking y so late still got ppl called..
found out is just a msg..
finally sitting down here....
felt mch better...
haih...
just thinking too much...
siao @.@

nites guys~~ muacks~~ ^^

(Diana) <3