"Friends"

i believe everyone hav diff characteristic of frens...
some might be quite, some might be crazy, loud n noisy...

when u r in this group,
everything u do with them...
u r part of them...
when maybe one day...
or u no longer mingle with them....
maybe is holiday...
or just plainly u dun keep in touch...
they will soon forgot u even exist....
they will not even rmb ur existence...

when suddenly one day...
u reappear...
u will just feel...
somehow u r not fit in to this circle of frens anymore...
u r like an additional person...
meaning u r here or not...
it doesnt matter...
better still u r not around...

or if....
ur reappearance could actually help...
ur circle of frens...
they will sort of 'welcome" u back...
by listening to ur ideas...
such a reality world..

when u could entertained them...
maybe gv them laughthers or fun...
u r part of them....
when u dun keep in touch...
it is like u r no longer part of them...
as it is like u had certified urself ...
not belonging with them ....

or another way...
although u might not be part of them...
but u r still usable...
they will used u...
to get watever they need....
when they had reaches wat they get...
u r just a piece of garbage...
not important...
left at one side...
n again be forgotten...

but true also...
who will bother to talk to u..
if u do not hv wat they want...
say in a nice way..
it is helping each other..
say it in a bad way...
like once my fren said...
frens is to be used and allow ppl to used...
利用in mandarin....

cruel yet...
it is the reality....
take it n live with it...
(but i believe... somewhere around... there is always true friends...)

(Diana) <3