Y Y Y? Y Now?

hate this feeling... hate it when it come back to me.. telling me tht i am diff frm others...
just saying this word... makes me... think bac of my Failure...
i am still enjoying Life... not doing anything...

y everyone verify? i didnt ?? wat am i doing?
y i did not attend the cls when i shud be?
y always hav this kind of things tht i shud know but came out i Do Not Know at all?
y i just being Ignorant?
not only this... but other things as well...
even my bro having his exam tmr...
i dun even know...
wat hav i been doing?
day dreaming?
sleeping, gaming?
wat the hell i go U for?
just to enjoy ?

y i even study for?
i just hate myself..............................

I Sucks!!! (to the max)