Question Marks????

often we had a lot of question marks in mind
y she or he do this this this???
y isnt he doing tht but this???
y he is acting like a maniac???
y the sales girl have such bad service???

WHY WHY WHY??

so much so tht
everyone come out with their perceptions
saying tht
they shall how how n how
how many ppl can actually dun talk at all???
how many ppl can just accept the way things are??
how many ppl can accept just the way who they are???

not many....
maybe 10person...
only 1 person will have this thinking...
i myself still try not to judge ppl by the cover
still saying things
judging ppl just by their action
this thinking is no good at all
placing ppl in the crimes they might not hav committed
is so worst tht
they do not deserve at all

think another way...
u might not think them in anyway...
accepting just by who they are...
but do they do the same thing to u??
do they stay out of the judging point...
giving u the space tht u feel is justice..
who will be this fair to u??
who will und u??

the worst part of it is being the MIDDLE person...
hated this feeling...
hated to be one of this person...
everything u have to keep in balance...
caring for both sides...
cant even help either one side..
keeping ur mouth shut...
to stay out of conflict...
suffering like hell..
n yet cant scream or sound it out to anyone...
still hav to put up the face...
keeping both sides calm...
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every steps we take is just bringing us to who we are now, learning with each mistakes and try to conquer it is part of our process in life... n worst still... this is only the beginning of everything.. in working life... there is far worst situations u can get... it depends on individual luck .... wish everyone who might hav situations tht i said.... dun gv up... find ways to lessen the pain... if not avoid it in making things worst... i believe u all can find a way out of it... we will eventually do... either through force or naturally....

(Diana) <3