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The "Space" For Me

Problems....
There are always one,
How we solve & face it,
is a matter of fact how much we want this thing to continue,
want a both side happy ending or just selfishly thinking of him or herself....
But this depends on how u think of it, nth is definitely right and wrong, tolerance and patience not many people can achieved in a balance....
Me too, is an ordinary person with different thinking with many of u, and i do hav my limits towards things tht i despise. By sharing my thoughts, it is a release for me to keep my life in a more positive way... Welcome everyone! =)

Monday, April 26, 2010

past isn't that important anymore

"There comes a point in your life, when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they will never make it to your future."

recently, saw one of my fren post this on fb..

i find it very very true..
wat matters is now...
although ur past determines who u r now..
but wat really matters is who is with u rite now, rite this moment.

those who never make it to ur present, they are just bypassers..
they are meant to be ur bypassers..
no attachment...
not much of a relationship..

i always thought tht, after foundation..
it is really hard to find real friends..
not to say those whom u can talked..
some even going out together was a pain in the ass...
i am not pin pointing on anyone..
just giving an example though..

but somehow ,
now i realise...
at a point or stage..
u will hav different frens..
i might be ur really gud fren rite now..
as we shared the same hobby, same taste..
same topic, same environment..
but maybe...
after this stage..
we will meet different people..
we might not be tht close anymore..

a lot tried to maintain the friendship..
desperately asking each other to keep in touch..
but this never works..
if only one person is maintaining, n the other was losing touch...

i am going on to the next stage in my life...
a stage i am quite reluctant to step to...
working life...
work work work...
no more freedom, no more fun..
or more accurately is not much freedom and not much fun...

my point is..
we will be graduating soon...
do not forget tht we once are frens..
close or not close..
we once are...
msn we saw each other..
although there is no topic..
we could just say hi..
at least not just waiting somebody to nudge u...

we hav high technology..
but if we do not hav the heart...
no matter how high technology we hav..
they will be always a gap between us...
stay in touch guys...
who ever it is...

haih...

(Diana) <3

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Misinterpretation

i hav no thought of my future..
no direction at all...

earlier i always wanted to be in sg...
as my siblings was there..
i can say hav a place to stay..
do not need to wrry bout accomodation...

i keep telling myself, my work will be there...

thn one day when i am down in sg...
suddenly a news strike...
telling me tht a place wasnt there anymore..
i thought i was no longer welcomed...
but tht time...
i still thought of other alternative...
asking around frens tht might wan to together rent a room...
at least i am not alone...

i didnt know my thinking was wrg..
wat lead me to thk any of this...

but now..
after the talking session..
i came to know tht..
is it not a place tht is the priority...
is the country where i wan to start from...
where i would like to start from?
i told her, i wan to start frm SG all the while..
but once i heard tht i no longer had a place to stay...

i totally gv up on tht thought...
she was pissed off..
saying me being silly...
thinking the wrg direction....
as i could so easily simply abandoned my future...
wat i really want..
all this while i knew SG is a much better option...
but the rental was really high...

but come to savings..
SG really could save more better than here...

haih..
although now i know i am actually welcomed...
but still...
i dun wan to thk any of it yet..
not until i end my finals..
haih either option, i still dunno wat can i do..
wat post to head to..

everyone seems to hav their own plan ahead...
i hav no clue at all..
some even secured themselves with a job..
n even a car...
haih...

dunno dunno dunno..
hope i can cont dunno...

(Diana) <3