Last paper... should be Happy... But....

Last paper on this Sat....
but somehow no happiness...
is like a drag towards the last day....
today's paper....
came out accurate tips...
but i did wrgly...
putting diff content....
which puts me a failure position....

nvr i am so stress out for Finals...
this time really eat me inside out....
preparation done again n again...
as in memorise again n again....
burning the midnight oil...
i did wat i could...
but y always it end this way...
y hav to pour me with cold water....
telling me i am wrg again!!!

dun i deserve to get good grades?
i work for this....
just could not expect wat is coming...
one time failure....
make me cant hung my head high...
cant say out loud tht i am correct....
always has doubts....
although i am confident....
but all this unpredictable events...
making me falling into pieces...

n yet...
i still hav one more paper to go...
which i hav to go through no matter wat.....
n hav to make sure i do well....
cant blame anyone else...
but myself....

always turns out this way....
making me feel so helpless....

I really Need A BREAK!!!!

(Diana) <3