studying for the sake of exams

for me....
when i really study...
is just for the sake of exams...
who will actually study if we r not having exams?
majority wont even touch their notes....

now i do not hav the choice...
still left bout 2 wks...
final is so close...
my heart beating crazy....
starting to get nervous....
clock is ticking....
every minute every second just end without u knowing at all....

always last minute study....
haihz....
now piling up with all the notes 2sth in the morning....
but seems i am multitasking at the same time...
either watching prison break while studying
or
listening to music while studying...
n how the hell i am suppose to be concentrating...
guess i study now just for the sake of forgiving myself....
so tht i wont feel guilty....
but although all of tht....

wat i studying now...
i know wat i am reading...
tht is alr enough for me...
at least for now....
if my concentration is not there...
all this is just useless....

but this work for me....
hopefully this last....

to all my frens tht are having their finals... we work hard together k....
all the best!!

(Diana) <3