Really LOW Marks T.T

Haihz...
i am really a total failure....
i get 4/40 for advertising n promotion!!
the lowest marks i ever get in my history of education!!!
when i took the paper...
i was like Stunned!!
i do not know where i gone wrong!!

so ashame!
omg....>!!!!
haihz...
i am always taking things too lightly...
always must happen sth...
only will do sth bout it...
i just do not know how many mistakes i can make anymore..
how many times i need this kind of Wake Up Call??
how many times only i will realise?
how many times i only will get in mind???
how many more times i need to get this low marks???
y am i so ignorant??
y always regret after tht?
y always allow this to happen??
y must make things worst only u get it??
how many times only it will get to ur head??

i just wonder how many times??
how many times??
it will only make me realise...
i am nvr good enough if i keep going on like this...
i am not gud at anything...
not anything at all...
n yet..
i am a gurl..
gurl usually had to be the kind..
study even the guys wont normally do...
but i choose the guy's style..
wat also cin cin cai cai...
dun hav limitations..
always just cant stand my own point...
easy get influence...
haihz....

now regret...
wat is the point...
i am lucky tht this midterm...
round up is only 8 marks...
haihz....
now i get to know is actually not too late..
there is still time to improve...
nx monday...
see tutor...
asked her wat is my prob...
thn i hav to start to work really hard....
no more playing around...
giving reasons to myself..
tht i hav a lot of time....
tht is really an excuse to myself...
bluffing myself n others...

haihz....

(Diana) <3
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