Rainy Day~

Its pouring outside~~

the wind blows in through the kitchen into the living hall~
felt so safe to be at home~

Rain rain rain~
is like washes away the dirt~
washes the sins or memories~
giving us peace~

breezy~~
love this feeling~

(Diana) <3

still cant stop thinking~

One year passes very fast~

Been in working life, wat did i actually learnt?

I am not really sure, like wasted time and money~
Knowledge, not a lot has been added..

Now jumping out from the circle of comfort~
only know that it is not that easy...
searching needs a lot of patience and time...
everyday spending time to see and look~

still cant face the pass~
hard to face the rest~
is sth tht bothered me all this while~

felt so uncomfortable~
making ppl feel sth i am not~
did not get them rite~
haih~
running away makes this consequences~

since when i am like tht~
so scared to face it,
acting it is fine, it is ok~
but nvr actually rectified it...
it stays like tht~

who to speak to~
when myself do not know~

time flies day by day~
no objective no plans~
but waiting...
waiting sth to appear~

no longer had the courage to stepped out again~

(Diana) <3