Daddy's advice

was so uncertain bout my future..

when my dad asked me bout my plan..
i just say anything also go interview..
thn only decide what i wan..

he just gv an example, asking me whether i wan or not..
i will straight away say dun wan..
my dad really took the time..
to share his working experience with me..

after listening to his advice..
i a bit had a picture wat i wan to do..
i myself know tht..
in marketing line..
the best way and fastest way to really earn money is doing sales..
sales sales sales..
this word..
to many of u, is like a sth low cls work...
where u would hav a picture tht we will need to knock on ppl's door..
begging or asking for sales..
u hav to do all sorts of things just to hit ur target..

a lot hav a shallow minded on marketing industry..
i could not deny
i had this picture in my mind too..
although part of it was very true..
where sales is indeed this way..
but it actually depends on how u thk of it..

some say..
"aih, u r girl la, why study marketing??
need to do sales wan wo, *pao tao lou min*
not gud la! this work is only suitable for guys..

yea, this thinking can say..
a lot of my relatives say this to me before when i 1st studied this course...
but i can say rite now, i dun regret it!
as compared to other courses..
i really do luv my course!
n therefore..
no matter wat obstacles is ahead..
wat ever challenges is waiting for me..
i will be prepared to learn, listen, observe and understand!

as i had choose wat i wanted to be..
shake of my fears...
n let my new journey begins...

*phewwww, thx dad! ur advice made the picture crystal clear to me, thx!

(Diana) <3

uncertainties

feel so uneasy this few days..

although my days was occupied by a lot of programs..
but it always drag me back to reality...
especially when time to sleep..
or u just being alone in the room..

i had decided...
but n yet..
not sure whether my decision izit rite??

wat will be ahead?
wat will happen?
no one knows..

but now, i feel reluctant to really leave...
i am scared of the day to come..
feel so uncertain..
although it has to be done..
but still..
it is really hard to let go..
easy to say, but hard to really do it...

haih...
this is really a new stage in life..
a stage which i hav to conquer..
haih...
hate tht it is so true!
not fantasy!
hav to face it!!!!!

*emotional*

(Diana) <3

Now only i know...

those ppl who always ffk...
really must listen to this..

the victim of ffk..
now i really know how it feels like..

yes, if u didnt promise anything..
u ffk , thn nvm..

but if u promise alr...
but u didnt do it,
thn it is definitely ur fault!!!

was so angry..
even put down the phone harshly..
as in the end is cancelling..
when i alr prepared everything..
somemore postponing the time and changing location in between..
just becoz u cant come back in time..
i alr tolerate with tht..

thn in the end, u just call me..
n say tht can change to other time n cancel today's outing..
since u alr promise..
u shud hav do watever u are doing faster..
n get ur butt back asap...
y all the delays??

n i dun get the reason tht u stayed behind so late..
wat is tht??
wat kind of service is tht..
i dun get it..

now the outcome really gud..
u not talking to me..

damn it!!
make my mood freaking turn bad!!
dun mistaken..
is just a girlfriend..
not any boy ...

Damn angry!!

(Diana) <3

Now only i know...