Simple Touch

just reading through blogs tht i had long abandoned~
everyone seems to be in the working stage...

not much update on work
but more on personal stuff as usual

sudden urge to just drop a few words
to my little blog

latest recent happenings

- my goal has not reached
- pingu just left the country for further studies
- hanging out with same old frens frm Uni life (a great thing and much appreciated)
- life move on as normally as it always had
- getting better and better each day
- learning each and everyday
- meeting different class of people weekly
- been very focused in what i wan to do
- pimples growing (very bad thing tht i dislike!)
- as usual still Fat!
- cut my hair and comment is look like egyptian (due to not dyeing my hair)
- playing Baking Life in fb
- have plans maybe to consider Blackberry or iPhone4 (only consideration)

lots lots more..
but this is all i remembered

Yawns,
my few words become long winded countless words

need to warmed up my bed for now
Take Care guys, working life isnt easy at all which nothing is really easy~

(Diana) <3

almost 3 months

been in this industry almost 3 months alr..
the 3 months is coming very very soon....

is a very scary picture....
do not know wat is lying ahead...
will i pull it through?
a lot of question mark?

only thing is i have to make this happen..
how can i achieve this??
i have to really work hard on it...

ppl often say it is a career or a job to them..
but for me..
it is always a business..
not a job...
everything is up to me...

if i fail,
the only person to blame..
is myself...

have to really buck up..

(Diana) <3

my path

i have been in this industry for one month plus..

still hav so much things to learn,
can say..
i still a lot of question in mind tht are not answered...

for those who do not know wat i am doing rite now..
i am a real estate negotiator..
some might feel new to this title..
as the norm is property agent...

y my company practice this title instead..
is actually very simple..
as an agent...
agent is the one tht holds the license to open a company,
for a negotiator..
is a position between buyer and seller...
where we act on behalf our owner to negotiate with the seller...
we r the middle person...

to those who thks tht this line is an easy job...
is totally not as it seems frm the cover...
a lot of hard work hav to be done..
at the same time,
u hav to hav an amount of funds to keep ur business running...

this industry is called a business..
is not an employment..
i dun hav a boss..
i hav no one to answer to...
watever i do, i say...
i answer to myself..
meaning if i do not hav any sales..
it is all my fault...

so stressful...
everything seems hard...
especially when u see ur colleagues getting a lot of calls frm buyers..
doing viewing, making appointment..

but complaint wont help much..
only will help u release stress....

still a long way more to go....
anyone wans to buy or rent property???
haih...

(Diana) <3

Love and Care

a lot of times..
when we hear things tht are very true..

we often choose to ignore it..
and we try to deny it..
dun wan to listen...
as it is the fact...

often if we dun open our mouth to start to communicate..
90% of the time..
we often hav misunderstanding frm each other..
we will be doubting y he/she thks like tht..
y did he/ she say sth like tht??

Why Why Why??

tht is y communication is very important..
if we nvr share, we nvr talked...

who in the world will know wat u r thinking???

coz they are not u...
they can only assume..
worrying..
doubting..
maybe she/he is like tht...
maybe she/he is not in a good mood..

all this assumption and misunderstand will accumulate..
making things worst...
making two individuals more far apart..
a lot of grey area tht could not be explained..

everyday..
i learnt a lot of things..
we actually will nvr stopped learning...
we are always blessed if we r lucky to meet someone..
tht willing to teach us or maybe better phrased is share with us their experience..

from other ppl experience,
we can be more careful..
more cautious...
dun need to bang wall so often..
tht is y..
the phrase goes, we need family while at home, we need frens when we r out from home..

this is very true..
human cant manage to survive alone..
they need love and care to keep them moving..

i am very blessed..
as i hav wonderful frens, family and everything...
i really appreciate it!
thank you guys..
luv u lots

pls do take care~

(Diana) <3

*Appreciate*

now i am appreciating all i hav...
my family, my frens, my work..
my life...

i am counting my blessings..

now i like my job,
i hav the chance to gather with my frens..
gossip and shopping..
had the support frm my parents..
staying at home with my parents...

all this small little things..
is wat i hav got now...
appreciate wat i hav rite now...
appreciate every single moment of it...

is a gud thing to hav all of u...
u know who u are...

Luv Luv Luv..

=)

(Diana) <3

i thought i can do this alone...

thinking too naive...

taking things so simple and easy...

now stress was building up each day..
this stress is wat i am giving myself each day...

each day passes very quickly..
no target, no strategy...
i am so lost..
do not really know wat is ahead of me..
wat could possibly happen??

i cant even predict...
not even estimate...
can only just do as best as i could..

this road is not easy...
flexible as it is...
giving all the time...
i could manage it however i wan..
tht is the only best thing in this path..
wat more else it is tht great?

i hav to constantly remind myself..
i can do this..
i can do this..
i hav to be different..
diff frm others..
tht is y i hav to put a lot more effort than others...
tht is y i choose this...

regret??
not until this extend...

but i know i am very frustrated..
lost of direction..
a lot of times..
when i am driving alone to the office..
i often felt out of air when i reached the traffic light...
like no motivation...
dunno to feel eager or not to be in the office..

coz practically u cant hope much although u r in office..
unless u r prepared with questions...
if not u are all alone..
alone winning this...
is really a very tough thing...
for a person like me..
no experience at all...
no network...
i wonder again...
wat is it tht really drives me into this industry...

am i in the rite track??

i am alr shaky with this thought...

who will und me???
anyone???
haih....

(Diana) <3

Make This Happen!

just came back frm SG,
sending my bro back...

initially,
i was very reluctant to follow them..
as..
somehow,
i know they will discuss bout my career..
i dun wan to feel the pressure..
i dun wan to be confronted..
tht is y,
i am running frm it...
avoiding to go down..
as i dun wan anything to make me hav doubt or in dilemma..

but i am not successful..
ended up in SG...

i was rite,
they did brought up this issue...
telling me...
asking me..
questioning me..
laying out all the factors..
wat am i going to face..
wat do i need to be in this industry..

in this conversation,
i get so frustrated...
i told them to stop condemning me,
i wan their support, not telling me tht there is other option out there..

i admit,
i actually really did nth,
did nth in the sense in finding a job...
even having my resume done..
i was "bz"
bz with my holiday trips..
not doing anything for my career..
i was landed with this job..
through a bit of pushing frm my dad..
as i did not had a plan..
the only plan in my head is "i wan to go down to SG to work"
tht's all...

but no matter how,
no matter wat they say..
i know very clearly wat i am doing!

i am young, i believe i can do this!
although i know it will be very very hard!
but u dun try, u nvr know..
yes, we hav to thk in a wider area...
not secluded into one area..
but for now,
this is wat i have opted for..
i will just go with my instinct, my heart..

although say it so nicely,
but i always still keep haih all the way...
just letting it out..
as the pressure is there..
which is given by myself, not by others..
i often just yell when i am in the car waiting for the green light when on the way to the office..
sometimes doubting myself on the way..
just need a continuous support and brainwashed myself tht i can do this~~

but this is just me..
i do hope my peers, my ji mui men 2J 3W, has a nice career!!
no fan nao is the best...
but is ok to hav one,
as we still had each other for encouragement...
missing u guys a lot~~
we shud meet soon~

nites guys~
luv u all very muchy!!

(Diana) <3