Complain is just my another nature....

Y I hav been complaining a lot?
Complaining in too many things tht make me num….
n make u readers num as well….
Hearing me complaining this n tht….
Maybe I am closed up in my this comfy and safe place…
not exposing myself too much on the outside world…

as in I would not get the chance to really go out with frens…
or getting involved in any of those activities….
Frenless ppl like me will just hav to stay home n grumble…..
facing all walls…
Wat more can I say but complaining….

Furthermore, all my siblings are not around….
I am left alone with my mum all day long….
N without knowing wat to say ….
Or maybe there is nth so much to say or made it into conversation….
Tht is y…
Without communication… conflict arises like a spark of fire…
suddenly appear in no where…
n u do not hav the warning signal….
Telling u tht danger is coming….

See… I am complaining yet again…..
wat more else I could do…..
I really do not know….
Haih… this will be a “long long” holiday

n btw...
it is freaking early for me to blog this....
this is the 1st time awaking in this early hours....
and actually posting sth...
and when i am actually very tired after my bbq nite with frens...
guess my alert mind wants my tired body to do sth...

(Diana) <3

My so called "break time"....

This is the games i played lately....
its from facebook...

First one, Geo Challenge

This is to guess the flags for each country
Geo Challenge

2nd game... also frm facebook..

is PET SOCIETY...

haha, kinda crazy bout this lately..

keep visiting my pet...

This is my pet... so innocent looking, haha my frens say it look like a pig coz of the pig nose...

This is my house for my pet, Christmas is around the corner, decorate a bit for christmas celebration ^^

We can visit each other tht had by hugging, fighting, kissing, tell jokes, dance, and dance with the radio.. one of my fren's house

Go try out this 2 games, ^^

(Diana) <3

Flash Back~~

Suddenly flash back...
remembered the last sem when i was disturbed by a msg....

i took a look...
my fren told me to view my results....
at tht time, i told myself not to think anything but just view it....
bad or worse i will just have to deal with it....

scrolling down to view it is such a pain where i experience when i 1st failed my paper...
where the stupid failed paper is at the end of every subj...
this time...
i do not slowly scroll down...
but view it full .....
POP~~
i was like stunt.....

n keep yapping n yelling....
jumping around...
my mum frm downstairs heard me screaming...
call out to me....
i open my door and yell to my mum tht i pass all my papers....
i heard tht my parents was relieved...
coz their worst fear is i will hav to go Kampar if i failed....
of course is my worst fear 2....

even after days, weeks after my final results was out....
i still could not believe it...
i keep going back to the website n rechecked my results...
fear tht it might appeared diferently....
or somehow i just read it wrgly...

tmr is my fifth time having finals....
again this rountine goes...
where i sit for this exam...
feel anxiety bout the results...
or maybe alr start to worried or crying after tmr's paper....
Who Knows??

there is just so much tht we cant predict...
i was so sure tht i will failed my paper...
i told all my frens n my parents...
telling them i know i failed...
i know i did...
but wat is the point bragging tht i definitely will fail?
making me emotionally break down...??
n in return i get a B for my resit paper...
thinking too much is a very bad thing to do...

enough for the recap of last sem...
guess is best i prepare myself ready for wat is up for me now...

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE =)

(Diana) <3

Bad News~~~

just received bad news frm ade tht ....
crm coursework for my cls very low....
as low as 12 marks over 40 marks....
which means whoever who gets 12 marks ...
did not pass the coursework marks....

this is really bad news....
how come so damn low..???
everytime my cls like asked tutor again n again....
we crowded her....
asked her....
she say it depends on how u write...
but maybe the nx time u see her....
she will specifically say i wan this this this....
ended up....
not much really did wat she wans...

dahlah she so strict....
and this is the only subj in this sem tht counts in gpa....
which means we either pass or fail...
tht's it....
aiks~~~

this is really wake up call...
not to slack alr...
if my group is the unlucky one...
meaning...
i hav to put extra work alr....
tough tough tough~~~

btw thx ade for the news....
hopefully bing bing will send to us our marks....

(Diana) <3

One Million Star

was watching One Million Star Season 3 with my family....
for those who do not know, One Million Star is like Malaysian Idol...
a singing contest for one million dollars in Taiwan...

i nvr really chase after this program....
is just tht my mum loves a lot...
i watched together only....
today i watched this part...
the ending...
this boy he was eliminated...

his first reaction is yes! this is the best decision!
he say becoz he is the only one tht could take this in a very positive way compare to the rest....
the rest had alr started to cry...
he is so positive...
until the host ask him to say any last words....
He Said : I.. like someone...., I hope she could continue to do well in this competition, Chai Jia
Ying add oil!! (我喜欢一个人，我希望她继续好好的比赛，蔡佳莹加油！)

WOW~~~ I was like stunt and shock... he just confested to a gurl .... wow~~~
this ending is beyond words... really could not imagine how much courage he took to say tht....

the boy has been rejected twice before he say again on live to everyone... he say if rejected the third time no meaning... the gurl very openly say tht he had Chance... LOL~~~

this guy had do not hav the worst day after all... at least he had the chance....
wish him best of luck~~~

(Diana) <3

2 trips to 1U in a day~~

Went to 1U to return stuff tht i shud return....
getting parking really tiring and took a long time...
dunno y ppl now started to go shopping as early as possible...
all parking is alr full just by noon....

Christmas is arriving soon....
so....

Zhiang Zhiang~~~ i bought this, haha

so cute~~~
initially wanted to buy one only, but my roomie say one will be lonely
and white n brown is just so cute....
cant resist, so buy 2... hehe


This 2 soft toy, only 8bucks for one... somemore

got christmas song just by pressing there tummy ^^

2nd trip, went to 1U again to hav dinner with my family at Sushi Zanmai...

before we went for our dinner...

there is this event to recruit students for a dance studio...

they teach Salsa dance...

one instructor which do not hav body builders but round body means fat...

is the dance instructor...

they attracted a lot of audience as this instructor was teaching quite a number of

audience on stage...

he was teaching some basic steps where the rest hav to follow...

my dad enjoyed until he sat there n watched...

looks fun and easy~~

can try >.<

haha, for the 2nd trip....

i bought 2 magazines....
is alr end of November by tmr....

i still buy November version....

@.@

End of 2 trips in a day~~~
gotta start studying alr.... but haven had the mood yet... aiks~~

(Diana) <3

Add to my Misery Day

alr i had been sacked....
to make things worst for my day...

i thought my house got robbers
and i am alone
hearing those sounds of the roof...
the roof like being opened by someone...
my 1st thought is to scream...
i screamed who is tht???!!!!!
screamed so loud...
thn i heard more movements and sound....
thn like shifting of the roof again...

i quickly went far from the toilet door...
dial my dad's hp number....
asking him to come back home rite now...
gosh!!!
asking my fren to help me call security...
my parents caught in the jam...
my mum called her fren to help...
so scary!!!!

i was like standing and dun dare to move an inch...
listening for sound...
or any movement...
i even see under my door for footsteps or any movement....

finally when my parents came home..
we take a look in my toilet roof..
nth seems to be moved...
is this a false alarm?
wat i heard is really loud n clear...
or is it just a cat?

wat happen today?
y so many things happen...
y not even one is gud...
double hate today!!!

(Diana) <3