My day just get worst still.....

Early in the morning...
receive a msg telling tht i no longer required to work in tht particular place....
ask me to return all their stuff to them...
part of me....
i actually hav no desire to work ....
but i told myself tht i shall proof to them i can be better....
but today's msg...
say it all...

i do not hav this chance nor do i hav the chance to defend myself....
i am sack just this way....
one msg says it all...

of course once i received this msg...
i felt humiliated and sad...
y of everyone...
not one hav this experience before...
but this happen to me...
i done before several jobs before....
nvr i fell down so hard before..
nvr i get scolded....
i am not saying tht i hav no faults...
i am just wondering wat is really the reason...

somebody say sth bout me?
i did something tht offended somebody?
somebody backstabbed me?
wat really did the agent told her head?
Is the agent helping me?
wat is the agent for?
y isnt she picking up my calls?
she avoiding something?
or is a bother for her to pick up?
or she felt so disappointed she dun wan to talk to me?

all this question marks...
i wanted to know but n yet afraid to know...

back home...
was just talking to my mum...
heard frm her tht my dad still thought i was working...
n he had plans to bring me to dinner...
worst still....
mums always will say is our fault...
i mean not tht she did wrgly...
but just alr in this sad mood..
still hav to listen to her lecture...
make all this so unbearable...
..............

i hate today...

(Diana) <3

Broken Family

thought of my own family....
compare to others...
i am actually lucky lucky lucky alr...

but most ppl just wont get enough...
always felt tht theirs is not enough...
n nvr enough it will be....
complain this tht...
this is life....
we complain and life move on....

when i see certain ppl.....
i felt tht they live their life to max...
as in do the things they love...
earn their living expenses...
save for things tht they wan to buy...
everyday...
their life are filled with things....
anything tht will filled their time...
they dun waste time....
but watever they think of...
they dun hesitate but just do it ....

how nice....
although some might had broken family or might not hav one...
their surroundings...
always hav certain thing tht even complete family wont hav...
but maybe this is only what i see in appearance..
they try to hide and close themselves to protect and guard their sadness ...
where only they know the deepest secret.....
so painful~~~
even just the thought of it....
i shud learn frm these ppl....
there are too good to live their life in this way....
at least they treat themselve good....
they still love themselve....
is alr enough....

(Diana) <3

Bad day at work~~~

The days just gets bad....
once i start work....
the head of agent alr there....
waiting....
waiting to lecture me...
maybe i am first time....
and its true i will hav to make effort to create sales....
but the thing is....
she cant blame it all on me...

my agent also didnt tell me clearly wat shud i do....
the first day is so blur...
i just hentam dinding tak tahu berapa kali...

haihz....
but it really spoils my mood....
the way she lecture...
say until will terminate....
i had to make sales no matter how...
haihz haihz....
feel like dun wan to do....
but my dad say....
little bit thing also cannot stand ady.....
n it is just normal ppl will scold if u dun generate sales...

yalar i know....
i und ....
i just dun like the way she say it....
shud i just telan and continue to work or shud i just quit it n treat it as an experience?

part of me want to just cont and proove to her i can do it....
but part of me tells me just quit the job.....

aiks~~~
how???

p/s: btw i realise today tht my BM sucks la.. really sucks... say a bit thn wan to change to english...aiks.. poor man had to listen to all my explanation which is like stuck stuck stuck thn smooth and stuck stuck stuck... yaiks.....

haih
(Diana) <3

Nth seems to be running smooth

wat shud i do?

of course no matter wat is the outcome of it...
make sure do not repeat again....

tmr working....
and i am gaining weight...
aiyo!!
so fat until i cannot tahan!!
yucks!

haha, just randoms of the day...
nth to update actually...
and oh ya....
my hair is getting longer and longer....
also cannot tahan...
so irritating...
but dun dare to cut...
zzz..
coz after i cut...
my hair definitely wont be as straight as it is...
aiks....
wan this n tht...
=P

those who started to study for finals...
jia you!!
only me haven start yet...
lazy as usual....
and too early ady...
haha..
i mean for me is too early as i wont rmb also...

buhbye...

(Diana) <3

Late Wishes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JAMIE!!!!

Although it is a belated wish, but i sincerely wish u

stay healthy, happy & pretty always!!

(Diana) <3

YES, I Did IT!!

haha,
i am no longer my old self....
not in the way where i will neglect my studies...
dun care bout mid term...
to this extend ...
i am alr satisfied for now...
GREAT~~~

and now is time to ENJOY!!!!
finally end every thing include assignments, presentation & mid-terms...
just hav to wait for finals to arrive!!
FREE FREE FREE~~
SG waiting for me too...
luv today as i nvr before....
today is 15 NOV 2008.....
i shall rmb this day....
hahahah

everyone, enjoy ur so called "honey moon" for now...
but to those who still hav BM exams...
dun fred...
as it will be over soon...
gud luck =)

(Diana) <3

Aiksss~~~~

until now i only read till page 68...
which means i still left with 100 page....
omg....
take so long to study everything...
although it is objective....
but again...
i dun study...
tembak also dunno will correct or not...

but once i think after tmr exam...
hahahaha...
i am finally going down to sg!!!!
hooray!!!
hahaha...
is been ages i said i wan to go down.....
taking ages & ages....
finally this is the time i really going down...
no any change of plans!!

~~~Shopping Spree~~~~

(Diana) <3