got things to do, but not doing anything

=.=

haha, now like everything also done ady...
but still left one exam...
which is Pengajian Malaysia....
no mood to study at all...
today whole day...
stick to the laptop only...
either play games or watch any movies or series i hav...

now lagi teruk, get more movies n series frm my frens...
watching watching watching...
PM book in front of me only...
but didnt touch also...
haha...
after this week....
will be free free free...

hmmm...dunno this weekend can go down sg or not leh...
hope i can...
it would be nice!
n oh ya...
got job ler...
happy... but not comfirm yet ...
better dun so fast happy...
LOL...

buhbye =)

(Diana) <3

--Loving it--

my bear bear frm my besties..
presents frm my frens....
luv the cake also...

although it writes

happy mother's day,

haha

this was alr after 5 days for my b'day....

still got one present...

luv it, thx ching!

this is the present i hav ...

still got one more "patrick" at sg long...

"patrick" is a soft toy, red color dog...

dunno you all know or not

among all my presents i receive...

i receive one which i felt very meaningful...

it is a very simple present.......

but it filled with b'day wishes frm my clsmates, cds committee,and frens...

browsing through again n again...

luving it~~~

thx jamie for all the effort ya...

it is on my drawer ady...

& of course thx to all tht had written on it!!!

THX GUYS, TQ SO MUCH!!! =)

(Diana) <3

~~ Please, please, please ~~~

Had a lot of things in mind...
but do not now how to put it into words...

haihz...
seeing her like tht...
i relly felt so useless, i dunno how to help her..
or say it this way...
she dun allow me to even approach her...
staying away frm me...
ask her one thing, answer me one thing....
or worse still...
dun answer me at all....

GOSH!!
STOP TORTURING ME!!!
where is the old u?
wat happen?
wat i hav to do to make u happy?
wat more i can do?
even i am just rite here...
sitting with u...
n yet i felt we r so far apart...
y this will happen?

how to communicate?
i alr dunno how...
wat i wan to know is, wat r u thinking rite now?
wat is bothering u?
open up to me PLEASE!
I BEG U!
wat else i can do?
say sth, Response to me!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................

(Diana) <3

Babi Babi!!!!!!

BABI BABI, u really made my day!!

I really lose to u...

please spare me some peaceful life!!

(Diana) <3

Suprised Day

haha, thought everyone forget my b'day....

so i dun hope so much by coming bac sg long this late...
came back really everyone act normally...
all also didnt say anything....
hahahaha...
they really acted all the way...
i am really suprised!!

thx ya... thx for all the effort when i know everyone of u r bz with things....
some rush to bath, run to my place... thx for all the effort!! really appreciate a lot!! =)

btw, i luv the presentss a lot!!
hehe..

BIG THANK YOU!!

(Diana) <3

Tadashii(correct) or Machigai(wrong)

Is it when u want sth so badly....
it is always hard to get???

or

Is it when u dun want sth badly....
It will come to u no matter u wan or not???

grrrrrrrrrrr.......
what is happening wat is happening???
torn apart tht left me with helplessness...

maybe i shud do some chanting...
chant all the unwanted things...
chant all the wanted things....
zzzzz....
it wont work rite?
haihz...

(Diana) <3

Never Cross My Mind.....

I shud hav known long ago....

how can i neglect...??

y i am so ignorant...

yet i always say they are my priorities...

and wat did i do to say so?

I HATE MYSELF!!!

(Diana) <3